2016

Busy year for sure. As i'm preparing for my wedding stuff and so. So much thing to be done and i doing it myself cos K's let me do what i wanna do. So here i'm so headache max. First is the venue. Most of the hotel is already booked. So scolded K's told him to find last year but he told me is ok. Ended up went to only 4 of the hotel that still available on that day and i have to choose already. As the date is hot so not much choices for me. So sad! K's don't wan to share with other ppl ballroom as in on that day there will be 3 to 4 wedding together at a time. So we choose is just only us and no one else so won't be so messy. Next on the actual day thing. But still got few months to let me choose. Phew.. is just so tiring can.

4 years ago he gave me the small ring as a promise
4 years later he give me our wedding ring.

Our new toy for 2016
I hope 2016 will be a good year to me and let my wish come true.
I will love this year for sure

xoxo

When? When?

When will it be? Asking myself this qus everyday. I'm really tired but on the other side I told myself don't give up. It will be soon, not to give up hope. But everytime I ended up with disappointment and tears. Ppl around me no one can understand the heartache each and everytime I go through. I still have to put on a fake smile. I hope this all will end soon. Ppl always say after rain will be rainbow. I believe everyone has their own angel. I'm just waiting for my angel. But it seems to take too long. I envy every other ppl no need go through what I go through. But I know I have to stay strong and don't give up any hope!!

I really really hope it will be soon...

HELLO AUGUST

Life has been very busy due to work.. Can't wait for all the getaway. I need a rest and a good holiday. Seriously can't wait for next year. Looking so so forward to it!! 2 more months a getaway for me and year end maybe bkk again. Wishing and praying is all I can do now. I'm so tired of the shit that happened this few months. Nobody can understand how tiring and heartache it is. That's why I need to run away from reality awhile.

 

A long long holiday......

Bliss Car

Super busy nowadays with my work and K's company. Helping him to do all the things. Busy and busy but is a good thing. Please help to support!! Find out more from here. https://www.facebook.com/Blisscar if anyone still reading my blog here. Thank you:)

Something new

I don't know what happened to all my last time post. The photo all can't be seen. So weird. Well, i also don't know why and lazy to fix it. Last week me and K's sign up a wedding photo package with france paris and will be going Taiwan for that. Seriously can't wait for it. Last time i also did sign up with my ex to go for Taiwan to take our wedding photo there. But ya,is already the past. Somemore i have already throw away. So as K's know i want to take wedding photo at other country. He make my wish come true. I also can go Taiwan again. Super happy. Next year will be a very happy year for me. Hopefully everything goes well for me and K's as he will be starting up his own business.

2015

Is a new year new start. 2015 please be a good year to me and let my wish come true. As everyone i know i have been waiting for very longggg. Hopefully soon! Haha. I have been rotting for 4 months? So now i'm starting to look for jobs. I hate to go for interview. Is a waste of time like seriously. But no choice. But K's very nice to me ask me take my time to look for the job i like. So i really taking my time. Plus he every month taking me to short getaway. Nov our holiday is Bkk. Dec is genting trip. This month Malacca. Next month no getaway as is Chinese new year and march Bkk again. I really like going oversea even though is short getaway i'm happy already. I got too many wish hopefully will come true this year. I not greedy just the one i waited for very long i will be happy enough.

Too many throwback photos.








The How sister Bkk trip










The guy who loves me even though i have many problem *here pain there pain* like always.
Still counting 3 years 3months...

Thoughts..

People always say photo give us memories. I have too much of the photos and too much of the memory. Tell me how to delete all away? All the flashback is always on my mind. I can't forget it. But i know most all the people looking forward but for me why am i always looking back? I can't let go of the past and is been for so long. Asking myself why when i should look forward for better future. But i just stuck in the hole for years. I miss the memory between us. Is seem to fade away when the time pass by. But i just want to let you know i still miss you miss us. I only can blame that i was too young and too playful that i never cherish.. If the time allow it to turn back i promise i will cherish every moment. Like how i cherish everything now.. I will give my all and my best. If ONLY....

Hello November

Yeah!! I finally did it. I finally can drive on the road. So all the effort i put in nv gone to waste. The present that i have been waiting is this. The first person i fetch is dear and then my parents. Haha. Very stress when fetching daddy cos he will nag and nag. -.- My parents were so happy too, as they say more happy than strike 4D. Lol. So next thing Bkk i coming soon.

Be back soon!

Love somebody

 

Something is very wrong with mi. I think i'm too stupid. So tell mi how am i gonna make it this time round?! But i will nv give up and will try my best. I need is luck and power! :)

 

 

So dear given mi a big surprised. He told mi that we're going bkk and ask mi pack my thing can le. Why would i say is a surprise cos he don't like to go there and he reject mi alot of times. Whenever i ask him go. He say other country he's fine but not bkk! But this time we're going there! SO HAPPY and EXCITED!! We have been to so many places but not bkk once. So yeah i going with him this time round. Tell mi how not to feel blessed even though sometimes i really wanna box him right on the face. Hee. So i'm gonna count down!! 

 



What you left is all memories

Boo.. Nowadays seldom blog kinda lazy:) But still will try to update abit. Nothing special as always with dear. Tml will be going jb with my sis to shop. Both of us only as dear working and my bro in law also. So he give mi money to change as i tell him i going jb with my sis. I need to change money. So before he go off he pass mi money. Hehe. This weekend plan to go with him again. Cos i told him he can go wash his car and i can massage. Is a excuse ask him go wash his car de la. Haha, Is mi need a good massage!! But he also know my pattern i like to massage so much!
I think i need to slim down! Look so fat and fat!!! Argh

 

Garden By the Bay!

Gone and will never be back

Have been so long already i want it back but how much i try, still nothing came back. Sometimes i really feel like giving up but i just can't do it. I still trying.. Hoping and hoping..

Thankful for what I have

I'm back to blog. Tml is friday yeah!! Working life is like that. Every week wait for fri to arrive. This month not a really good month cos having fever and food posioning at the same time. Visited 3 different doctor. At last recovered! That's nightmare man. April ending soon and hopefully every month will be better. And I must work hard to get what I wan!! Pray hard! I think my eyes gonna close anytime. Gonna sleep soon.

Goodnight! ♥

My life

Last sat went jb shopping and eat buffet with my sis and of cos K. Buy lots of stuff and 1 top! After out meals went to shop awhile and back to Sg on the way back my rib there very pain. The pain is Fucking pain that i sit lie down is still the same. K say bring mi to hospital. So went Alexandra Hospital A&E cos there not much ppl. So i won't have to wait very long. Scan everything doctor say is the bone. So give medicine and back home. Poor k take care of mi whole night. As i keep complaing pain. That's when the time his sweet side. Feel loved!! Now have to take medicine and i gonna sleep early!!

Shall back to blog again!

我知道你都知道

街角有人祝福 巷口有人哭
是不是感情就 該有個勝負
你用濃妝來保護 想開口卻忍住
我已沒了退路 你卻認輸

我知道 你全都知道
保持沉默 你不想太計較
你看著我 就一個微笑
讓藉口變成煎熬
當我知道 都是我不好
你越不計較 越顯得我渺小
你輕輕地 拉住我衣角
能讓我還不至於 無可救藥

街角有人祝福 巷口有人哭
是不是感情就 該有個勝負
你用濃妝來保護 想開口卻忍住
我已沒了退路 你卻認輸

我知道 你全都知道
保持沉默 你不想太計較
你看著我 就一個微笑
讓藉口變成煎熬
當我知道 都是我不好
你越不計較 越顯得我渺小
你輕輕地 拉住我衣角
能讓我還不至於 無可救藥

我知道 我全都知道
一再忍讓是你不想太計較
你看著我 就一個微笑
讓藉口變成煎熬
當我知道 都是我不好
你越不計較 越顯得我渺小
你輕輕地 拉住我衣角
能讓我還不至於 無可 救藥

I love them

Decided to blog as i can't sleep now. Many thoughts running through my mind. When i was young i Have been asking myself this qus till now. Why everyone must die when they old why can't they live all the way?! Out there have so many kind of medicine but why for this they don't have. They should create this medicine so our loves one can stay healthy and live longer till all the way. Seriously i always have this wish is that i wan my parents to stay healthy all the way. Even though they're i still wish for this. Seriously i think i can't live without them. Whenever i go overseas for long or short i miss them and home and i will call them everyday without fail even is just awhile. When i grow older that's 1 side of mi wanted to get marry but another side of mi i want to stay with them forever and nv get marry. I always confused myself with this. I just wanna spend time with them and I just wanna treasure them as i could! They're just so important!

Just wanna say i love them!! Thanks for all the thing they do for mi. Pampered mi dote mi and love mi!! All i want for is good health in them!! Always will be my daddy and mummy!! I believe they will 长命百岁!!!

Glad that i have you

Using my phone to blog now as Im free now. Dear already sleep le. So should write down my thoughts. Seriously Im really thankful and glad that i have dear. He's always the one who help mi and let mi have no worries at all. Whenever i told him he ask mi to be happy and not to care. Ask mi don't worry be happy. He's always behind mi! Even if is my fault sometimes he still will be with mi. That's him!! He really have a big heart no matter what happened he will put a big smile on his face. When i with him i feel safe and secure! Appreciated much!

Love much!!

Good start

Is a new year and new start. Hope everyone have a good start. Less than a month is CNY already. My clothes haven buy finish and lots of things haven done!! Last week K bring mi to Ion to get my gstar jean. Hehe. Then Yesterday he give a surprised he bought gold for mi. Help mi change my leg de. So happy!! Thanks dear:) He have been pampering mi all the while. So lucky to have him but sometimes can't help to get angry with him. But afterall my "princess temper" he still can take all the nonsense. Xinku him already! Back to blog with some photo soon! Gonna wake K up!!

Enjoy your weekend:)

 

 

BACK

I'm back! 18 days of holiday ended. Is so cold at all the places. But i still can make it. Lots of photo to upload but i'm lazy to. So maybe next week too tired and lazy le. Haha. After holiday gonna go back to work le. Sian lor. Christmas is coming and so a brand new year is coming to. Times really flies! Choosing K present now. Headache don't know what to buy. He have everything already.zzzz. Just a short post. Will upload photo at here. Till here

Holiday

Tml will be flying off already. So now i'm here to blog! Pack my luggage all so many things to bring. Is so full wonder how to put the things i buy. Gastric finding mi problem again. Gonna rest awhile and meet the girls for dinner. Gonna miss my parents for sure. Next month will be back to blog again! Hopefully i can enjoy this trip and gastric dont come find mi! For the genting trip nv take any photo cos all busy gamble. Next trip gonna take some photo back.

Till then!! :)

Nov will be a good one

I'm back to update abit. Nov is gonna be a good month! Can't wait for next week spark event and genting with erjie and gfs and the boys too. When i'm back 1 more week will be going china for god damn long! Is gonna be a very long holiday! ^^Will be back on dec! After holiday will be back to work no more lazy already! But for now let's enjoy first! Haha. K have been drinking very less already. *Hopefully it will maintain*  Last week just have a quarrel with him. Pissed mi off whenever he go drink! But he make a promise to mi! So now all his card is with mi. Haha. K uber sweet cos he bring mi go shopping without mi telling him, "i wan go shopping eh". Let mi buy whatever thing i wan but everytime nothing for mi to buy. And he will say heng ah save money! Told him i wan chang iphone 5 but he nag and nag! Tell mi no! What an asshole:)

Till then!

I miss K!