Sunday, October 18, 2009

How can you like that?

Yesterday was the bad day i had. I went town alone to walk. I dont know where i heading to but just walk. From far east i walk to ps all the long my tears drop. All the way i was thinking why. I really dont know what to do. Just so lost at that time. Went to far east walk around but don't know why i still can go do my leg and hand. Shop around. Told myself don't think so much just shop. But just keep run into my mind. Still got 2 guys from other country want my number. Is like wtf. Is different guys somemore. So iritating. I just hack care them. My da jie keep calling mi ask mi faster go home. She know i was out alone and not in a good mood. She help mi alot. Talk to mi when i need a listen ear. When talking to her make mi feel better. Thanks for being there when i need your help. I know who is the wan who care for mi. I know myself. I will try to sort things out myself. But i know need times i trying hard. Sigh.


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I now having stomach pain lor. So pain. Back pain stomach pain!! Haiz.
I feel like eating lots of things now:P
Anyway thanks for the things that my sis brought back from thailand. Ya.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Break my heart

Yesterday went power house with my sis. But this time round only mi and my da jie went only. Cos my er jie yesterday just come back from thailand. She is back. Yesterday was fun man. Although only we 2 but we have lots of fun. Then now my back is so pain. Really have to see doctor. I'm so tired. Not enough sleep. My mind now is blank. Don't know what i'm thinking now. Why and why? Nothing else but the qus why.

Why everyone know and i'm the last to know everything? You're so selfish! You hide from mi for so long. Have you ever think for mi? How can you do that to mi? Even how i play i also never do wrong thing. But you? I always believe that you won't but now i know. I'm wrong! You also same with them. How stupid am i to believe you. So hurt and disappointed! Why must like that? I have been thinking for the whole night. I just don't understand. You do that to mi! Why is the only qus i asking myself. You break the trust you break everything! All is you!

I know everything now is better
I know what is the feeling
Everything is gonna end
You're not sorry

Sometimes is better not to know anything
I'm tired.....


Friday, October 16, 2009

I just want to be like last time

Today went to eat breakfast with my parents. Saw 2 funny things. Early in the morning got crazy peoples le. Quarrel and scolding peoples. So pity for them! Seriously sometimes i feel some people had nothing better to do. Tsktsk. Go around care people thing. KPO right. Aiyo. Don't know what to say. Evening time bring our princess to walk walk. Buy things back then go home. Tonight got event at power house! I think is going to be pack man! Enjoy peoples. I never go. Good girl right. Laugh! Tml i then go:) With my sis! Let's party like a rock star!! Alright? ~.~

My back still pain. Haiz. Never go see doctor lor. SO PAIN!!! Sigh.
Going to have my beauty sleep le*.*Goodnights
See our princess!!
I know we will be back just a matter of time

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

My back so pain!!

Today didnt go anywhere. Is quite boring la!! Lucky my princess come my house to stay. Got her to accompany mi:) I'm so tired. Everyday wake up early cos of the princess. Today sleep in the evening wake up my behind so pain la. Is damn pain. Okay!! Wanted to see doctor but is very late. So maybe tml or when then see. Today ladies night wanted to go clubbing but end up never go. I not like someone. Such a asshole!! Ya. Anyway also not my problem so forget it! Enjoy then.

I'm tired of it le. What can i do to make you don't anyhow think. You keep anyhow say. Seriously i don't know how le. I not let you scold de. Don't think you not happy can anyhow scold. I'm human. I have feeling too. Do you ever think for mi anot? Ask yourself!! Why? Why? Enough is enough! Sigh.

Sleeping soon. Back so pain!! Haiz.
Nites loves.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

You"re not sorry

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But watched our love fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.
For you!