Thursday, July 8, 2010

忘了爱

分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
妳身邊有個人牽著妳的手 我們就像是朋友 偶爾聯絡
心情不好妳會來跟我說 我安慰妳不難過
等妳恢復笑容 總是笑著道謝轉身走
變成朋友的妳和我並不輕鬆
I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart
妳還在我心上 某一個地方 看著妳為了他
失魂落魄不說一句話 愛的重量 不在我身上
I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
說 對我訴說妳跟他滿臉笑容
我微笑的聆聽接受 過去的妳和我
是否也愛的那麼衝動 痛哭好久開心也有 讓人感動
I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart
妳還在我心上 某一個地方 看著妳為了他 失魂落魄不說一句話
但是我的心現在卻比妳還傷
I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 讓妳看透我的心現在我不想
是該說放就放
就試著遺忘
痛苦我會遺忘 只想看妳開心的模樣
新的戀情讓它成長 而過去就放在心上

Stupid germany!



Tuesday went for my appointment. The doctor stupid poke mi hand. Fucking pain la. I really cry de hor! He say if still haven recover must operation. So like wth i like that pain 2 times sia! Fuck the doctor la. So now my hand is like useless like that. Trying not to move around. Addidas boy laugh at mi. Say i put tattoo can this one cannot. But seriously is pain de lor:( Yesterday mit darling girls at town. Then after that went to ph. I seriously don't feel like going de. Cos i eat medicine then very seh sia. But promise them to go so go. Then was talking about Spain and Germany. So mi and jovin jielin bet Germany the rest Spain . But end up Germany disappointed us eh. Reach home at 2 plus just to watch. Is tired de la. But lose! LOL.

I really happy that you care but you like that i don't know what you want. Seriously. I don't know what you thinking. You're making mi misunderstanding. If you continue treat mi like that. How i wish i can ask you but ..

If you don't go after what you want, you will never get it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no! If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.

♥♥

Monday, July 5, 2010

Fuck off bitch!

Poh heng customize specially for the cliques, find the colour very nice!:)

Yesterday never go anywhere. At home all the way. Then dinner go eat with my parents! I think i have been a good girl sia! LOL. Then reach home online watch tv all that. Then darling call mi ask mi want eat anot. Cos our fren fetch her then if i want then they come fetch mi. So i was anything lor. Wait for them to fetch mi but he can't find my house. Stupid right? He got send mi home from ph then now forget. Wait for them for so long then i told them i not going le. Ask them go but they want find. At last they find till then go geylang again:) Go eat then go ecp play pool. After that home sweet home!! Tired la. Tml i going hosptial for my appointment. Also have to wake up early. I don't think can wake up. Mummy is going to wake mi up for sure:)

Well, why are there bitch and bastard everywhere man? OMG! Don't make mi slap your fucking bloody hell face-.-!


Is hard to say goodbye to the one you really love!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Imy!

Friday mit darling at town with little princess! Wanna take cab but no cab so i have to carry little princess take bus. Half way through she fall asleep! OMG. Then i have to carry her all the way and take the umbrella until there. Mit addidas boy at there too. But darling with 1 guy sia. Well, addidas boy call her "wawa"! Funny sia. She not scare of him still beat and pinch him! :) Like sia. But she don't let them carry. Then i'm the one who keep carry her. Is tired de hor unless she sleep then can let other carry-.-! My back is pain like abcdefg la! Nb. Don't know what happen to my back! Then after that my sis come fetch her back. Here come the irritating guy! He come fetch us to eat then geylang see kuay and changi see ah gua! I damn tired liao la. But after that fetch darling home then mi. He keep asking mi accompany him chat. Like semo sia. Seriously irritating la! Today i whole day don't want reply or ans his phone. LOL. Just come back from town. Mit darling for dinner. Today all never go ph! So i also never go and i reach home at 11! So many ppl ask mi go but i reject it. Nice one. Good girl hor:) (Y) I gonna sleep early as promise^^

Night world!
♥♥ YOU

Friday, July 2, 2010

I want you !

Wed ph with all my darlings. Well, was planing something. And this we shall make it! Talk alot of thing that we gonna do together:) This is our promise! Same thing drink drank drunk! My back hurt alot so i went home quite early. Then my fren come fetch mi home! Nice la. No need go home alone. If not later ppl follow again! Anyway also not in a good mood. So leave early. This few days back hurt alot can't really sleep well:( Next tues got appointment for my hand so gonna see my back too! Seriously hurt alot:( Today is friday but seems like no plan lei:( Omg! -.-

If you not going to move on that's no way i can have you!
Why we fall in love with someone when their heart still have someone else?!