FUCKING MISS YOU

Why you're always so cold? (ALWAYS) I really don't know what you thinking? What you doing all the while? You reallly miss mi? Or you dont even miss! Who can tell mi? Do you really love? I tell myself not to fall into it. But i find myself fall into it very deep. Deeper than i think. How dear? I feel nothing at all. Why can't you feel it? I need you but where're you? Or maybe i think too much? Nobody can understand how i feel now!

I really hope you can understand. But..

bb i miss you!

Why everything is like that?

Can i turn back the time?

When everyone is still with mi.

But now i'm all alone!

I deserve all this.

Is time to wake up from the beautiful dream.

Dead and gone

终于说出口

你终于说出口

其实你早就已经不爱我

为什么要低著头

你知道这玩笑骗不倒我

可是这不是玩笑

是要逃避你离开我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我

我一直都爱著你难道这还不够

我还要做什么你才不离开我

我知道你已无心再继续看著我

一心想离开我

我终于也说出口

其实很爱你但从没认真说过

或许是我的错

多在乎你却只放在心中

不要问我为什么

因为爱你这就是我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我

我一直都爱著你难道这还不够

我还要做什么你才不离开我

我知道你已无心再继续看著我

没什么需要被原谅

我笑得有些牵强

你知道我总是能够假装不难过

oh 不想看你那么累

多希望再给我机会

颤抖著我的手

握住的只是风

还能做什么你已经不爱我

我一直都爱著你难道这还不够

我还要做什么你才不离开我

我知道你已无心再继续看著我

一心想离开我

FUCK THE STUPID SCHOOL

Today first day of school. Almost late for school. Never mind. Reach the class the cb teacher scold mi. Say my hair and tattoo all that. Of cos i never keep quite la.! Knn pcb lor. Bth the fucking teacher la. Overall the school is BAD! Nothing to say about the school. Okay. I wan to transfer to simei so hope that i can go over there. If not i think i not going to study anymore!! I don't wan my hair to be black la. Somemore i just dye only. Wtf. Tskstsk. So tired.

Anyway stop being so childish. People never find you want find ppl. Wth. Grow up la. You guys should know who you're. Whether you're girl or guys. Stop all your nonsense la. Wake up! Now is 2010. Not last time liao.

I miss someone badly!!

So see ya soon:)

School again:(

Today first day of school but i never go. Cos i still sick:( So stay at home whole day to rest. I still haven get ready my thing so ask shi min to accompany mi to bugis. Buy my bag and shoes etc. Finally everything is done! Happy la. Tml i don't know whether i can wake up anot lor. Who wanna call mi wake up? Laughs.

Okay la. I go have my beauty sleep le.

Night peoples. Miss*.*

Sick:(

A new year for mi and i'm sick. Wtf!! Having headache flu sore throat pain! Omg. Tml first day of school but now i like that. Just now just went to see doctor. Doctor give mi mc. I don't know want go anot:( Sad lor. My mouth so pain. Can't even bit la. Tsktsk. Yesterday mit gary for dinner around my place after that mummy bring mi go ah peh there to pray. Then jam come mit mi for awhile. After he left jiaxin and linken come fetch us. We watch movie. Then go rounding. Home sweet home. Fucking no mood for yesterday la. Not feeling well. I should not go out de lor:(

Eat le medicine feel so sleepy.

Going to rest now!!

Love and miss:)