Hello Oct

Is Oct already! Hopefully a good start for everyone and mi! Recently nothing much about mi. Have been to gombak to learn my driving lesson. Last week eyes infection and fever all come at 1 time. Is a friday night somemore. While K is entertaining his boss. Told him i'm super unwell. So he promised to bring mi see doctor the next day. I thought he was bullshit with mi as they're drinking and how to wake up so early. So was texting him all the way as i can't get to sleep with a fever and eyes super pain. 2 plus i finally fall asleep and he call mi say he coming over. So he came over to make mi sleep and till the next morning he bring mi to see doctor. When he never even have enough sleep. After seeing doctor he bring mi home to rest and he went to meet his boss for meeting again! Sometimes he is really sweet but there are times i feel like boxing him. Haha. Always purposely wan to make him blood boil! ♥♥♥

Pray hard!!! Hopefully i can get it!!!

Afterall is not easy to love

Back to update abit. This few days mood is very bad. As my cramp is a bitch. Every month have to be so PAIN! And yes, have some argument with K until yesterday was better abit. Sometimes just want him be more understand but i doubt so. So here start out disagreement between us. Plus my mood super bad so i just throw all the temper at him. So he wanted to let mi cool down and i just hack care him. But whenever mi and him quarrel or i'm feeling down. This special person will appear and talk to mi and try to cheer mi up. Thanks for doing:) Appreciate much! Sometimes when i really sit down and think maybe i really too much but who care?! A dead fish i also can say until alive. This is my pattern which is not good! Haha. Thinking back K and mi have been together 1 year and can't deny he's really good at times but bad at times too. Ya, i know no one is perfect. So ya still love him. Oh ya, he willl be bringing mi to china during nov and is gonna be a long long holiday:)

Till then:x
Imy

No one will understand the pain i go through

Is a new month and hope everyone have a good month. I don't know is thing getting better for mi or worst. I also don't know. Too tired to even think about it. Body have not been good. Yesterday night i can't even get to sleep. My rib is super pain! This pain is really pain till can tears and having a hard time breathing. Take alot of different medicine hoping it work. Turn around and the medicne hits. I don't know what time i fall asleep but i know is very late. Today morning wake up feeling super blur. I think i take too much medicine. Until now the pain is still there. I don't know why my rib will pain don't know what is the reason cause it. Just really pain and i have to take it! This is the part i hate most!!

Sometimes i really think i'm so uesless problem alot and make everyone settle for mi. How uesless right? Work nv work. Even work i can't stay long. Don't know what the fuck is wrong with mi! Just feeling moody.

Overall is not as simple as i think

Friday nv plan to go out but last min K's say go filter so 1 plus go out. Abit scary but still act like nothing. After that went to neverland awhile then arena. That day is not my day seriously should not go out in the first place. Whatever it is anyway is over but is still in my mind. Yesterday east coast with my sis they all. Some fresh air and have our dinner at there. Some healthy lifestyle is good! After that head home bath and went to watch movie. The Expendables 2 was nice!! Home and KO. So tired as fri 6 then go home. Not enough sleep. Later maybe should take a nap. Tonight there's a event at avatar techno night will be going:)

Sometimes thing is not as simple as i think, i thought it would be but sad to say is not at all.
It always make mi think twice what should i do. Nothing came out.
Is very tiring!!

Stupid cramp

Last week was Singapore birthday! Straight 3 days went to new Asia bar Thursday Fri and sat! Mad right? Went up there to see fireworks and chill at there. 6 plus they start to drink already. Crazy enough! After that went to east coast to eat and geylang awhile. Reach home knock off straight. Too tired already!! Friday as promise watch the greedy ghost so went to cine to watch. After the movie  the crazy guys say new Asia bar to drink so went over there. That night i was drunk wanted to go over to mink but too drunk already went home straight. Kena kp for the whole night :) So no more next time liao! Sat home and waited for K's to finish his gathering and we head over to new Asia bar to find the rest. But both of us ended that night early and home to sleep. Force myself to sleep as the stupid cramp is fucking making mi can't sleep and i skip dinner for almost everyday. Just nice help mi diet eh. Quite lazy to upload photos. Have to send to my lappy then can upload.

That guy who care and  pampered mi ♥

Photo taken at avatar

I choose to move on and forget about everything..

Cos you break your promise to mi.