Afterall is not easy to love

Back to update abit. This few days mood is very bad. As my cramp is a bitch. Every month have to be so PAIN! And yes, have some argument with K until yesterday was better abit. Sometimes just want him be more understand but i doubt so. So here start out disagreement between us. Plus my mood super bad so i just throw all the temper at him. So he wanted to let mi cool down and i just hack care him. But whenever mi and him quarrel or i'm feeling down. This special person will appear and talk to mi and try to cheer mi up. Thanks for doing:) Appreciate much! Sometimes when i really sit down and think maybe i really too much but who care?! A dead fish i also can say until alive. This is my pattern which is not good! Haha. Thinking back K and mi have been together 1 year and can't deny he's really good at times but bad at times too. Ya, i know no one is perfect. So ya still love him. Oh ya, he willl be bringing mi to china during nov and is gonna be a long long holiday:)

Till then:x
Imy

No one will understand the pain i go through

Is a new month and hope everyone have a good month. I don't know is thing getting better for mi or worst. I also don't know. Too tired to even think about it. Body have not been good. Yesterday night i can't even get to sleep. My rib is super pain! This pain is really pain till can tears and having a hard time breathing. Take alot of different medicine hoping it work. Turn around and the medicne hits. I don't know what time i fall asleep but i know is very late. Today morning wake up feeling super blur. I think i take too much medicine. Until now the pain is still there. I don't know why my rib will pain don't know what is the reason cause it. Just really pain and i have to take it! This is the part i hate most!!

Sometimes i really think i'm so uesless problem alot and make everyone settle for mi. How uesless right? Work nv work. Even work i can't stay long. Don't know what the fuck is wrong with mi! Just feeling moody.