Love is blind!

Yesterday is friday town with darling. Suppose to mit shuyu darling but end up mit xl. So like i was playing mrt la. Sit here and go back there. Then went fep to eat and to cine. As usual nua at cine. Then around 11 plus go home. Well, i can feel that i was not feeling well. Reach home bath all that. Then i was damn xin ku la and i vomit out everything!!-.- WTH. Really feel so unwell. I think i going to see my lover real soon:(
Today saturday where should i headed to? Stay at home, clubbing or?

You were never supposed to mean this much to me. I was never supposed to fall so hard! But you know what? I did and that's the truth, that's what keep me holding on because it hurts like hell to let go of you!

I'm letting go but i will miss you!

Your call can really make my day:) ♥

I want is you not him!

Yesterday went to watch movie with xl darling!Whoop both of us finally watch movie uh:) We watch" The crazies"! 4/5. Both of us inside is really jump de hor. The stupid show make us scare only and cold like hell la. After our movie headed down to ph. I really don't want go de. But cos darling ask mi go then go with her. Only we 2 but we also can very crazy whenever we're out! Then reached ph mit silvien darling. Sam and jovin darling last min coming down to mit us. Is like a nice la. But yesterday ph was suck la. The song cannot make it. But still, party till 3 plus. Reach home saw wawa still haven sleep. She having high fever and like sian sian de. See her like that heart pain la! She around 4 plus then sleep:( I sieh tired lor. Today wake up so early-.- Just now went to watch movie with my parents. Accompany them to watch"Old Cow Vs Tender Grass"! 3/5. Not really nice cos the ending suck. Good girl eh accompany them to watch don't want take a nap. After movie sis they all come fetch us then go dinner. I really can KO anytime de. Sibei tired la. Home sweet home. I going to sleep soon!

Night world!

Happy that you call mi today!

Really make my day:)♥

Where did you go?!

Somehow imy:(

Flirt ass?

Saturday

Ph with all my darling girls! Is a blast man. All very high and we enjoyed ourselves. Party all the way till 4 plus. Then home sweet home. Prepare and wanna to sleep and you called mi. WTF you want? Seriously what you thinking? You drunk you call mi? Only you drunk then remember mi izzit?! Then after that ask mi what you say? Fuck it la. Telling myself bo kiam eng and don't care! But inside i care alot! Damn it!!

Sunday

Stay at home whole day. Until daddy come home then bring mi to find mummy then go dinner. My sis also jon us! After that home sweet home!

Today went to mit shuyu at jurong bring little princess go. Then she also bring her sis son out. We look like mummy sia. LOL. Walk around and eat chit chat! Then went to her house. Reach her house wawa shit la. OMG! Lucky her mummy help her wash. If not die liao lor. Heart to heart chat with her. Then around 10 went home as is getting late:( Enjoyed myself with darling! Shall mit up soon! Okay? While coming home wawa fall asleep-.- Then i have to carry her all the way home. She is heavy de hor! My both hand want break liao la! I think she too tired and enjoyed herself too:)

See this 2 naughty kids! Plus wawa want beat korkor lor! LOL

Ice cream time!!

Well, is getting late. should go sleep now as tml got appointment for my hand!:(

Goodnight world!!♥

不只是朋友

你身边的女人总是美丽

你追逐的爱情总是游戏

在你的眼里

我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友

你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐

你开心的时候总是挥霍

你失意的片刻总是沉默

在你的眼里

我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友

你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点自私的占有

你开心的时候总是挥霍

你失意的片刻总是沉默

在你的眼里

我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友

你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点自私的占有

想做你不变的恋人

想做你一世的牵挂

想做你不只是朋友

喔....喔....

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点自私的占有

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友

还想有那么一点点自私的占有

What you want?

This few days nothing much. Wed ph but 1 plus all kena ban out cos of a fucking bitch! Don't want say le. Sat don't let us see you. If not you confirm jialat de! Knn! Pui. Thursday stay at home whole day. Nice one! Yesterday town with darling and kelvin. Wanted to watch movie but all the show very late. So end up at cine nua. LOL. Then reach home at 11 plus. Good girl uh:) Now i fucking feeling unwell la. Cb. Wan vomit! Don't know what happen sia. I also going to sick soon le. OMG! Sleeping soon! Tired ttm-.-

What you want? I really don't know. Make mi wanna give up but yet when everytime i wanna give up. You give mi hope again. Semo sia? Wth. Really tired and don't know how le!

Izzit so hard to find someone you love and he love you too?

You’re the one who broke my heart, you’re the reason my world fell apart, you’re the one who made me cry, yet i’m still in love with you and i don’t know why.

♥

Love mi?

Yesterday mit quan to watch movie. Like finally sia! Mit him at town then walk to ps to watch! This guy uh trying to be funny la. But i like! LOL. Went to watch the "Despicable Me"! The show is damn fun la! 4/5. I should bring my little princess go watch de. After movie he send mi home then went to find my parents to eat:) Happy sia. I want slowly go watch all the movie! Movie marathon:)

Just now went town to mit my darling girls. Went to have our dinner. Plan to watch movie but cos some bloody hell reason mi and xl never watch the others go watch with the guys. Bo kiam eng la! Home sweet home then! And now i'm talking to boy:) ♥

Every night before I close my eyes, I make a little wish hoping you will be there for mi

Imy!! Hoping that you feel the same. I feel much better talking to you.

Mind game!

Yesterday went town to mit darling then was thinking wanna go ph anot. Cos sat is damn pack and will have lots of problem de. But end up we still go. Reach there about 11 plus. Then party all the way. Was not feeling good due to my stomach! Hate when period come! Tsk. Saw lots of ppl at there. Then saw you:) Confuesd again. What am i thinking ?! Stop daydreaming and thinking rubbish. FML! Seriously, i miss you and everything:( Party till 4 plus then go home. I is sibei tired de. But i 8 plus wake up le. Went to bath and then try to sleep again. Mummy say i crazy. But i also like that think cos the weather is so cold then i go bath. Whole day nua at home. Stomach pain la!! *Scream man*

I hoping yesterday what you say and did is real.

So nice and sweet. But..

What should i do? Playing mind game with mi eh! Going crazy-.-!

Don't even worth it!

Yesterday ph with darling girls. But mit xl at vivo to have our dinner first before heading to ph to mit the rest. Then ah xiang is good enough to give mi his balance. So went to take out and drink. Then all of us anyhow mix. And 1 of my darling girl vomit la. Lol. Mix until very jialat the smell cannot take it! Drink drank drunk! But was a blast. Enjoy ourselves and never think much! Seriously i was not in a good mood! All of them should know why and what happen! Cos of you! Damn it. I can't sleep well last night and i cry till sleep! Fuck it. I bo kiam eng la!!!

I shall not say much! I gonna take a break from everything. Hope it will get better by time. Thanks all my darling girls for being my listen ear! ♥

Only i wish to

So i was the only one think that. What happen to mi? Can't i just fucking move on? What you treating mi as? This is the qus i have been wanted to ask you. But i guess i also know it well. I will take it as that night was a beautiful dream. I really hope time can go back and stay there cos... But it won't. That night is the best night ever. I think the only way is letting go slowly. I hope i can. Even i know is going to be hard.

Without you i know is going to be hard for mi.

You never fail to care for mi

You neve fail to call mi and just listen to your voice i'm happy

You never fail to ask mi eat

You never fail to ask mi sleep early and wake up early

You never fail to make mi smile and happy!

And you never fail to make mi fall for you even more!

♥♥

Memorise!!

Yesterday ph with darling:) But although only few of us but overall is fun! Cos you:) Saw lots of ppl at there. Having fun uh:) Until 2 plus jovin go over to watch soccer then we at ph watch. Germany never disappointed us! Yes la. LOL. Party till 4 plus then went off. But when going off that time. Stupid tofu make mi fall down. Plus i'm wearing a high heels. WTF! *Angry*!! Then make my leg so damn pain la! Now hand pain leg pain:( Kns. Reach home like semo sia. Feel so good la. Massage my leg but still PAIN! Today Spain and germany!! SPAIN don't let us down uh:) Love you la..

I will remember everything and keep it as a memorise. What a nice dream!

How i wish was... :(

How to move on when i saw you again?!

Move on bitch!

Yesterday went town to mit darling girls. Then monster at there so mit him awhile. After that keep drag mi to chalet la. So bobian go with them. Reach the chalet is like a bored can. Can say alot of guys la. But lucky almost i know de. So stay there till 2 plus then go home! Like a far uh. The cab fare also nice one:) Reach home bath lalaland! Till just now go have breakfast with my parents and my sis. Then come back home take a nap. Today is SATURDAY! Let's party hard!! Maybe going ph later:)

See all my darling girls later!

3 days le. Move on! No point! I know i can't but i still have to do it!!

忘了爱

分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活

妳身邊有個人牽著妳的手 我們就像是朋友 偶爾聯絡

心情不好妳會來跟我說 我安慰妳不難過

等妳恢復笑容 總是笑著道謝轉身走

變成朋友的妳和我並不輕鬆

I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart

妳還在我心上 某一個地方 看著妳為了他

失魂落魄不說一句話 愛的重量 不在我身上

I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart

我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強

還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏

就試著遺忘

說 對我訴說妳跟他滿臉笑容

我微笑的聆聽接受 過去的妳和我

是否也愛的那麼衝動 痛哭好久開心也有 讓人感動

I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart

妳還在我心上 某一個地方 看著妳為了他 失魂落魄不說一句話

但是我的心現在卻比妳還傷

I could see I love you It hurts me deep in my heart

我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強

還是忘了愛的勉強 讓妳看透我的心現在我不想

是該說放就放

就試著遺忘

痛苦我會遺忘 只想看妳開心的模樣

新的戀情讓它成長 而過去就放在心上

Stupid germany!

Tuesday went for my appointment. The doctor stupid poke mi hand. Fucking pain la. I really cry de hor! He say if still haven recover must operation. So like wth i like that pain 2 times sia! Fuck the doctor la. So now my hand is like useless like that. Trying not to move around. Addidas boy laugh at mi. Say i put tattoo can this one cannot. But seriously is pain de lor:( Yesterday mit darling girls at town. Then after that went to ph. I seriously don't feel like going de. Cos i eat medicine then very seh sia. But promise them to go so go. Then was talking about Spain and Germany. So mi and jovin jielin bet Germany the rest Spain . But end up Germany disappointed us eh. Reach home at 2 plus just to watch. Is tired de la. But lose! LOL.

I really happy that you care but you like that i don't know what you want. Seriously. I don't know what you thinking. You're making mi misunderstanding. If you continue treat mi like that. How i wish i can ask you but ..

If you don't go after what you want, you will never get it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no! If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.

♥♥

Fuck off bitch!

Poh heng customize specially for the cliques, find the colour very nice!:)

Yesterday never go anywhere. At home all the way. Then dinner go eat with my parents! I think i have been a good girl sia! LOL. Then reach home online watch tv all that. Then darling call mi ask mi want eat anot. Cos our fren fetch her then if i want then they come fetch mi. So i was anything lor. Wait for them to fetch mi but he can't find my house. Stupid right? He got send mi home from ph then now forget. Wait for them for so long then i told them i not going le. Ask them go but they want find. At last they find till then go geylang again:) Go eat then go ecp play pool. After that home sweet home!! Tired la. Tml i going hosptial for my appointment. Also have to wake up early. I don't think can wake up. Mummy is going to wake mi up for sure:)

Well, why are there bitch and bastard everywhere man? OMG! Don't make mi slap your fucking bloody hell face-.-!

Is hard to say goodbye to the one you really love!♥

Imy!

Friday mit darling at town with little princess! Wanna take cab but no cab so i have to carry little princess take bus. Half way through she fall asleep! OMG. Then i have to carry her all the way and take the umbrella until there. Mit addidas boy at there too. But darling with 1 guy sia. Well, addidas boy call her "wawa"! Funny sia. She not scare of him still beat and pinch him! :) Like sia. But she don't let them carry. Then i'm the one who keep carry her. Is tired de hor unless she sleep then can let other carry-.-! My back is pain like abcdefg la! Nb. Don't know what happen to my back! Then after that my sis come fetch her back. Here come the irritating guy! He come fetch us to eat then geylang see kuay and changi see ah gua! I damn tired liao la. But after that fetch darling home then mi. He keep asking mi accompany him chat. Like semo sia. Seriously irritating la! Today i whole day don't want reply or ans his phone. LOL. Just come back from town. Mit darling for dinner. Today all never go ph! So i also never go and i reach home at 11! So many ppl ask mi go but i reject it. Nice one. Good girl hor:) (Y) I gonna sleep early as promise^^

Night world!

♥♥ YOU

I want you !

Wed ph with all my darlings. Well, was planing something. And this we shall make it! Talk alot of thing that we gonna do together:) This is our promise! Same thing drink drank drunk! My back hurt alot so i went home quite early. Then my fren come fetch mi home! Nice la. No need go home alone. If not later ppl follow again! Anyway also not in a good mood. So leave early. This few days back hurt alot can't really sleep well:( Next tues got appointment for my hand so gonna see my back too! Seriously hurt alot:( Today is friday but seems like no plan lei:( Omg! -.-

If you not going to move on that's no way i can have you!

Why we fall in love with someone when their heart still have someone else?!