Attention is what we want

Birthday just pass. Well, what my wish is. The first thing I wan my family member to be healthy especially my mummy and daddy as they're old and of stay happy! Second I wan lots of money! Haha. I think this everybody also want. The last one I shouldn't say cos I think is quite hard. Recently worry about my mummy health. She keep complain about her leg! Bring her to see doctor and check everything is fine. But still wan her to faster recover.! Things maybe has not been smoothly I don't know why either. I only can say I wish for the best. My health also not very good! Eating alot of medicine! I hate medicine. I think for mi now health is more important than anything. Especially my parents! Days by days pass you and mi is still the same! When would it change?

Things is not as simple as I thought!

The feeling is gone

I told myself from the moment you don't wanna come back my heart is died! 1 year ago I hopping that we will be back but you hurt mi and is not even heal. Till now is still hurt but maybe I'm lucky enough to found someone who love mi and dote mi. I should really thanks god for giving mi him. He heal it back but somehow somewhere is still pain. I thought you're no longer in my mind or even stand a place in my heart. But perhaps I'm wrong. Hurt, pain is still in mi! But I know times heals. Feeling will gone and we will back to strangers. My life has just begin. A new life! At least I will feel much better:)

Let's burn it and keep it as a beautiful memories! S!!!

Let it burn

Is march!! My birthday coming but think i not going to celebrate. Nothing special lei. Next week i will be flying off. This few days stomach keep not feeling well. Pain and pain. Be good lei. Super sian already. I don't know what to do anymore. There's so much i want to say but i can't. You should not be in my dream anymore. I already throw it long ago but why? Burn it in my heart and nv appear again. I just want everything be the same!

Stomach still pain.. Going rest. Haiz