HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL NIECE!

Friday!!

• With my babe to town then bugis.
  
• At night to oasis.

010110! Love them:) Lazy to upload all. Will be at fb.

Saturday as usual. Accompany mummy to grandmother house. Then at night go home to nua awhile then change to ph! Yesterday ph was damn pack la. But overall is fun! Went home around 4 plus. I'm so tired !! Already not enough sleep. Angry!! Then apple is sick le:( Tml going to see doctor.. Haiz.

Anyway later be celebrating my lil niece birthday! Happy birthday.

Missyou!!

I have enough of your game!

This few days i aslo don't know what the fuck i'm doing! Wed play mj. Then at night never go down ph! Just not in a good mood.Why?! I don't want to play this game with you anymore! Enough le! Making mi heartpain only! Just ignore mi and go with other girls? Care aslo never care. So don't say you care! What the fuck you want? Can you just say??! Seeing mi like a fool waiting and waiting. Happy uh? I know your heart won't feel anything. Cos you don't love mi at all. But mi? Loving you and wanting you to be there! Treating you as bf but for you i'm your SPARE! Seriously tired and is enough le..

Just say if you don't love and don't want.

I will gone!

Then let other be the one!

I want your love!

I can't forget about you izzit?

I just find myself fall into it very deep!

How?(B)Loving you more.

Will you still be there for mi?

Imy...

2 is better than 1?

Working right now! Nowadays ppl are so rude la! Hang up my call. Asshole. Lucky i'm working if not you try hang my call! Knn. Okay. My mood was not very good la. I won't say why i not in a good mood. Just cos of something. Know mi well you should know! What i refer to. Things is not going on my way. Haiz.

If don't care just leave mi alone
If don't love mi then let go
Why always you're gone and i gonna leave, you're back again?
Then when i thought everything is fine, you leave again!
I don't want to play anymore!
Gone and back. What's this man?!

I'm tired le!

Okay, i have been clubbing non stop. This week wed, fri and sat i went ph! Is a bit crazy liao. I know. If not at home mj. Now only can find things to do to kill time. Cos i never work. Is like damn free lor. But working soon. I have party too much le. Is time to rest. I keep not enough sleep. Is fucking tired la! I hope i can sleep forever. No need to wake up and sleep till i happy. Even now i'm typing my eyes is already want close le lor~.~I going to take a nap:) Anyway bb is back le. Miss her. Faster mit mi uh:)

Oh my er jie birthday is coming mean mine also! Happy.

What i want.......then say.

I want go sleep now:)

Will you love till the end?

If you're going to love me, love me deeply. If you’re going to break my heart, then break it all. If you’re going to care, care for me completely. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you’re going to stay, then stay forever and if you want to leave, then do it today. If you’re going to change, change for the better. And if you’re going to talk, please mean what you say.

I don't want to be your fren!

Yesterday ph with esther and co. Saw my cousin at there and lots of ppl too. What i can say is everyone enjoy right? Having a good party:) Tml party again! I'm very tired now. Keep not enough sleep:( Gone case le. Bth lor. Continue like that my eyes worst than panda!

I'm like a stupid waiting and waiting.

When i know it won't be the same anyomre.

I'm just a fucking spare! Why?!

SPARE!

Chinese new year is all about gambling! My house this pass few days got ppl playing mj and black jack! Yesterday my house is full of ppl gambling. My whole family and still got other ppl. They play until this morning and some sleep awhile, some never sleep. Then now they playing mj again. Power right? No need sleep. Siao de. I'm fucking tired la. Even i take a nap just now. I still tired. Shit lor. I'm lack of beauty sleep le!:( Later at night still going out. Party again. My panda eyes is coming out le. Tsktsk.

I feel sleepy again. Think going to rest awhile:)
Miss you like....but

I'm just a fucking spare to you!

Chu yi

My beloved mummy!

Stupid face hor!:)

So busy to blog so i will just upload all the photos:)

I receive a flower but never put from who. Is unknown. Anyway thanks and thanks (b) from your gift:)

New year!

Happy Chinese New Year And Happy Valentine's Day to all of you!!! :)

Don't know is a good ans!

Start from Wednesday!

Went ph with the same ppl. But the no link mit mi at 9. So early la. So went vivo walk around then wait esther to reached then go in. That night was not a good night. Cos totally no mood at all. Went off quite early. That night i have learn a lesson. Dont know?! Laugh. Is a good ans that i have. Forget it!

Thursday.

Yesterday dad and sis they all play mj. After that they went home then around 11 plus they come fetch us. Both my sis and mummy of cos still got mi:) The 4 of us went chinatown. The feeling so good la. Without all the kids. Walk around then went to have supper. Reach home around 1 plus. Next time should put all the kids at home then we go shopping again:) Alright?

Today where should i go??

不想闭上眼睛,这次告别就不能再相遇!

You no need mi anymore!

Today wake up quite early. Sis call and ask wanna go bugis anot. So i also nothing to do . Then went shopping with them. Never buy anything just buy my earring. Cos that time drunk until my earring also lost. Tsk. Nice want! After that went to eat steamboat for our dinner at chinatown. Then walk around home sweet home:) Tired! Tml have to wake up early cos the girl coming to make my nail again:)

My nail:) I love it!


Well, this past few day have been thinking alot. I keep think you're so prefect. You won't do anything but i'm wrong in somewhere. Loving you is a wrong thing. Cos you never love mi before! I still tell myself i must believe you no matter what. But overall i'm wrong in everything! Cos you never love at all. I know there is someone in your mind! You still can't let go of it or maybe she is the one. Cos all the way you're treating mi so cold. To you maybe i'm not whoever to you but mi you're. Forget it! I can't turn to anyone cos all my girls is also having the problem. Lucky both my sis have been my listening ear. Thanks sis! When i need someone you 2 will always be there for mi:) Appreciate it! Now i know the one you need is not mi anymore. You no need mi anymore!

Left mi and only!

難到注定愛上你最后傷的是自己

難道注定這一切將是回憶

你的心不屬于我 為何和我在一起

是不是因為寂寞和空虛!

Love is back?

Today wake up quite early! Cos got appointment for my nail:) So wake up and prepared and wait for the person to come my house. Then from 1 do until 4 plus. Very long right? Lol. I like my nails alot lor:) Then after that accompany mummy go do her nail. Also got appointment. Then my sis all also go. Then walk around. Home sweet home after everything! This week i no need work. Yeah! Can go shopping and do my nail:) Waiting for that ass NO LINK accompany mi go! Laugh.

Alright. Going bed soon!

Nights~.~

Love is back?

Or never come back at all.

Cos the love is always there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DA JIE!

Yesterday ph to celebrated my sis birthday! So give her a big surprised! Ask my er jie buy cake then to make her. Yetserday 3ss man got go so the first sis already 3s le. Then after that everyone also kena 3s! Funny hor! Not my birthday i also drunk. Nevermind i still kena cake. Don't wan throw birthday girl throw mi. Ass! So angry la! Everyone is so high. Alot of ppl come find mi but i already gone liao. So ps:) Next time alright? Photos will upload once they send mi. Cos my here only got few photo.

Birthday girl:)

My stomach is killing mi:(

Forget about everything!

Thursday esther came over to my house and stay. Went to eat supper with her. Then we around 4 plus sleep. Wake up at 6 plus or 7. Fucking tired lor. Then went to have breakfast with my both sis. Then yesterday afternoon went thai massage! Nice:) Since so long never go massage le. So we plan every month also go 1 time or maybe more. Then the whole day never sleep at all. Cos they at my house mj. After they finish went down bq with esther. Find linken they all. Then they want go oasis but mi and esther don't feel like going so we head home. As today my da jie celebrate her birthday at ph!

Let's make her drunk uh! All my girls:)

Have fun hor!!

Forget everything and let's party tonight!!

Stomach pain:( I think i going to sick le. Tsk!

Love or like?

Oh i finally mit bb le! Is damn long we never mit each other le. Went to find him. Around 6 plus went home change then to my da jie house. Cos she ask mi to go her house to help her choose clothes. Stupid right? So by right is mit esther and co at there then i go with my da jie. Then both of us keep ask my er jie go. Until she bth then go with us. Her heart also itchy de lei:) I have been party too much le. Everyweek also ph! Also been drinking alot. Only go clubbing drinking i wont think so much. If not i think alot! I don't know why. Nobody will understand it anyway. So forget it. Reach home quite early cos my both sis want to go home and today i working. Tired! Lucky today dad fetch mi to work:)

All my girls let's stop clubbing!

Is like or love?

Treating mi as what?

I having your love or like?

Is someone taking your love?

That's why i cant have it.

Loving you with my whole heart i get back is this!

I really don't know what to say or do le!

I should stop myself from thinking!

Okay. Today work at 2 i wake up at 12. I still very nua la. Slowly do my thing all that. But i still can make it on time:) Today got lots of call to make. So many things to do. But i think is a good thing. Cos i can stop thinking of that. Think of that only make my heart pain. End work at 6 plus then my boss drive mi to bugis. To mit my mummy and sis they all. Shopping time! 3 us of bought clothes. Then just now i wearing heels walk until my leg tired so buy shoes again. I keep on buy shoes lor. Wth. Must stop buying shoes le. My house got alot of shoes! I'm so tired now! I still not feeling well lor:( After eat still feel like vomit. Haiz.

Sleeping time! Goodnight.

bb i love you!

The only person you need in your life is the one who proves to you that he needs you in his.

Someday i will make you mine!

No mood now! Well, i also don't know what i'm thinking. I feel myself so irritating. What also not enough for mi. I want your love more and care more. Everything also ask for more! I know i'm greedy. Nobody can do as what i want. I know you can find someone better than mi. Don't know when you will say goodbye to mi. I'm scared! Just hope you will be the last. But is seem like i only can hope. Cos i know is hard! So i can tell myself to forget about everything? Cos is all useless. When i know you gonna leave mi soon. I will leave you first. Even i know myself don't wish to. But no choice have to let go cos your heart no longer belong to mi. I tell myself not to think much but how?!

Is better to let someone love you than you love someone.

Cos you will suffer in the end.

Like now how i love bb.

I need someone who will always stay by my side.

Won't leave mi at all.

Can you?