Guys are all the same

I going crazy soon! Staying at home really bored. Nothing to do. How I wish I can faster recover and back to my life! Have not been clubbing for 1 or 2 months plus. How did I do it?! Cos of my stupid hand and my body. I miss the nightlife. Seriously thinking should I go back to the nightlife or continue the way I'm now. But really bored. Well, I also can't sleep well and not enough sleep. I don't know why even I sleep early things still the same. What's wrong with my body?!! Hate it when I can't sleep well. Panda eyes still. Sibei jialat!!:( I should get some sleeping pills for myself to have good sleep.

I have a qus in my mind!
Why guys are always so selfish?!
They only think for themselves they can enjoy and play.
But when is ours turn they will stop the worst start to quarrel!
We let them do what they want but they can't let us do what we want!
Fuck guys life right?!

Oh well i miss all my darling girls. We shall MIT up soon! Okay?:)
Shall hug my baby and try to sleep. Headache pls be good.

The lies hurt

Yesterday went to watch paranormal activity2 with be! The show so scary i kena sacred don't know how many times-.- Overall is not bad. Worth watching. After movie call mummy ask her sleep already anot. Haha. Ask her wait for mi. I know i'm scary cat la. Then stupid bi keep scared mi while watching-'- Today my both sister and their husband going watch. Their turn to kena scare liao:)
Well. My hand is recovering soon. Now at least can move abit but still not all. Keep staying at home if not go near place. When then can go out?!:(

My small princess!

Love STJX!

I hate myself!

This few days keep going vivo! Go till want vomit. Can't I go other place? Keep going near place:( tml have appointment again! Sieh sian don't know when then can no need go. My mood have been so worst nowadays! I can't control my temper. Can cry or laugh! What's wrong with mi?!! My mood swing can very fast. Seriously I hate myself the way I'm now! Can't I get it over?! I'm suffering here. Headache keep find mi. Stomach pain headache hand pain! What's next?! I can't take it anymore. I will go crazy anytime! Fml!!

I shall force myself go sleep now!!

I don't bear but..

Sometimes we can't make up our mind. This time round i don't even know how to handle it. Making mi so stress. Trying to think of a way. But i scare it will not gonna be healthy. I'm scared! If i never operation i think it will be fine. Hopefully it will but i want it to be as what i want. Really fucking stress. Just fml!! I still can't accept it. Don't know why too. Am i going to handle everything well? Am i going to get along well with her? Got alot of how and why! Who going to ans all my qus?! Fuck it.

You're mine!

Lazy to open my lappy to blog all that so I using my phone to blog! This few days same never go out. Go out also near de. Be Friday bring mi go watch movie. Watch "The other guy"! This show is damn funny but while watching my hand damn pain so I can't really watch it. After that home sweet home. Really bth. Tml have to go hospital again to take out the stupid thing-.- Oh ya. Erjie just came back from bkk. She buy for mi for my iPhone. So nice. Like it so much. Thanks:)

Shall go sleep now.
Goodnight!
Hope bi can be more understand!
But he's too good for mi.
After my operation he have been taking all my nonsense!
Love you bby:)

No more tears

Today went to take out my hand the thing. Is like finally. But is damn PAIN! Until now I still feel the pain. Fml! Monday have to go back again. After that went to dye my hair. Quite happy with it. Oh well. I have been thinking I go for this operation is right or wrong. If I knew would be like that I rather don't go. I don't know why my tears won't stop dropping. Maybe cos of my bloody hell hand!! Seriously just fuck it! I don't know is wrong with mi or whoever. Forget about it! My hand hurts alot. I shall stop here!

Regret everything!

Left hand

Tml have to go hospital again. Hopefully i can take out the stupid thing. Everyone say look like pig hand lor-.- Well, been staying at home and is really bored. Nothing i can do. With 1 hand really is fml! The pain also power. Keep on and off. But i will bear with it. After i take out got lot of things to do. I gonna dye my hair man. Do my nail and shopping!! And i gonna party:) Look like i just give birth uh. But no:)

Shall stop here. Going have pms soon! :( Hate it!!

Is over!

Finally my operation is over. I swear is a nightmare to mi. Have to stay in the hospital for 1 day. Really suck ttm! Vomiting non-stop feel so xin ku. Hate it la. Injection and so really pain. If i know will be like this i won't go for it. Seriously i really not used to it. Can't do things. Even i bath everything i have to ask my mummy help mi do. My mummy is good and nice as she take care of mi and everything. Help mi with all the things. Appreciate it! Love:) My er jie also keep come visit mi. Surprise my da jie went to visit mi at hospital. Oh well, Thanks to everyone:) Now i can't really type as i using 1 hand only:( Fml. Be. Have been so good to mi. Accompany mi all the way. Love!!!

Well, shall stop here as my hand pain like @%#$%@#$%

I'm not fine at all.

Well, Is 12 now but i can't get to sleep and i can't eat or drink now. Tml is my operation le! But i'm quite scared although is a small operation. I don't think i can get to sleep-.- Even i know i'm tired. Just now be came and he buy cheese cake and sushi for mi. Finally get to eat this all. Thanks be! Mummy and dad also ask mi to eat all I want. Seriously love them all:)

Headache pls be good! Don't pain anymore:(

I hate to pretend that i'm fine!

Tml is the day!

I only upload some others at fb:)

This past 2 days have been watching movie! Lol. Watch the" Detective Dee"! I thought is not a nice show but end up is a nice show man! Ppl haven watch should go watch it. After movie went geylang 126 to eat then home sweet home. Yesterday watch the"Devil"! 3/5. Not really nice. The whole story is keep at lift de. Wth. Have been meeting jielin and esmond, yesterday kenny join us too. Be is so good know i going operation and what i want to eat he will sure buy give mi or bring mi to eat. Nice bf i have uh:) I tell my parents and so ever i don't want go for operation but they ask mi to go:( I know maybe is not serious but somehow i still will scared de. Tml is the day! Omg. Oh well. Fml. Headache never leave mi at all. This days i have been suffering from the pain. What to do? Nothing can stop it! At night also keep having nightmare!:( Can't really sleep well.

Last time i always used to listen to what you say.

Do what you ask mi to.

Quit clubbing also cos of you.

I thought i do whatever you ask mi to listen to you.

You would stay and never leave.

But i'm wrong.

You leave mi in the end.

I was hurt and sad.

Waiting and waiting for your return but you never!

I was stupid to fall for you.

But i never regret that!

Now i choose to give up cos i know you will never return!

KL TRIP!

This is the hotel we stay! The room is nice! The bed is bigger than king size.

I got lots of photo to upload but i'm lazy so others will be at fb:) Is like a finally i upload everything. I'm uploading all the photo. But my eyes can close anytime-.- Power lor. Yeterday very late then sleep today 8 plus wake up go for my appointment. Drag for so long yet i still have to go through. Friday i going operation for my hand. Can't i don't? I really scare the pain. Somemore i'm a right hand person!:( I going to take a nap now. Will upload again.

FML TTM

Well, don't know what happen to my lappy. Can't use but now be come help mi do can use but still like have virus! :( Sieh sad! I have lot of things to upload but due to this stupid lappy now my KL trip photo cannot upload. Everything also can't! Very angry la!! Lappy pls faster recover lei. I got lots of thing to blog:( Haiz. Oh ya. Just now mit darling go shopping! So happy we both buy the dress we want! Walk around and chat alot of stuff! Home sweet home. Quarrel with be. But now everything is fine. Just be more understanding can?!:)

Will upload everything when my lappy can use!

Going to sleep now. Headache:(