Sigh sigh

Today plan to go power house but now raining. Sian. Don't know whether still going anot. But i think i will be going. Just hack care. My parents keep kpkb. Say don't go all that. Both my sis say see is still raining anot. If raining they never go liao. Tsktsk. D* surprised mi again. He bought a heels for mi! Thanks stupid dear! Loves!

Alright i now going to prepared already.

Byes..

Bitches

Today went to plaza with my da jie. Then after that mit d* at plaza too then walked around. Went home to change after that went to bugis to shop. But i never buy till anything. Tsktsk . Angry lor:( Went to watch movie instead. The show is nice! Call " Jennifer's Body". Maybe you guys can go watch the show:) After movie went home. I'm so tired. Now is raining! So nice to sleep. I'm going to have my beauty sleep now! Goodnight!

Tml let's party at power house!! Enjoy babe:) Yeah!

Girls like surprised:)

Today stay at home whole day. Something surprised mi! Around evening time a lady and a man come my house they pass mi a flower and a box of thing. I don't know what is inside. Guess what it is? A phone!! The phone is what i want de:) I still thinking who will give mi all this. So i ask d* but he say no. But other than him i can't think of anyone le. So keep ask until he say is he. So sweet of him right? All this is from stupid dear! Give mi a surprised!! Thanks for everything you do. Loves!! I don't know what to say. But serious you really treat mi very good! Love you and thanks:)

This is the flowers:-P

Tiring day

Yesterday wake up quite early cos have bbq with my classmate at east coast. So d* reach my house at 2 plus then went down. We reached first and soon the rest reached. But got some ppl we don't know de. Cos sharon come with them. I was damn jealous of them la. They all know how to cycle but i don't know. Tsktsk. Can say not a good bbq. We from evening time start the fire until night still cannot. No choice ask other ppl to help us start the fire. Then by the time from alot of ppl left a few of us only. Wth. After that i'm so tired so went home with d*. He send mi home:) Pic will upload once siew ling send mi :-P

Today went down to bugis. Finally! Mit ah di they all and wanted to see his gf. So wait for his gf and then talked to his gf awhile then went off. Cos i miting my da jie at bukit merah. Is like so rush la. Then mit my da jie to have dinner. After that went home. Then reached home my er jie at my house so ask mi wanna go pray with them. So i go went with them. Blah blah. Go home. I'm so tired la. Whole body so pain!! Thanks d* for buying the medicine for mi.

My didi uh. Just remember what i told you. If she is not serious don't put all your heart at her. Don't want to see you get hurt. Understand?

Going to rest now. Whole pain body. Tsktsk.

Nites. I miss you!!

I'm better than you!

Today went plaza with my da jie. Then my er jie with her husband at there too. Went there to have our dinner. After that walked around then both of us buy the same shorts. She wanted to find heels but there don't have so went to great world. Then she bought the heels at there. Walked around then she wait for her husband at there then i went off. Tml still have bbq with my class peoples. Enjoy peoples:)

Going to watch tv now. Byes

Miss you

Days 7

Yesterday stay at home all the way till night then go out. But evening time went plaza with my mummy to take her things. Then walked around then went home. Slack at home awhile after that prepared my things and went to take card from my sis. Went to her house but she not at home so mit her at vivo. Mit esther and 1 of her frenz at vivo too. And i mit gen at power house so went over there to mit her up. Yesterday can say is a nice party:) I think all of us enjoy ourselves. Right babe? But saw till the people i should not saw de. Tsktsk. Then suddenly my back pain so went off. But overall is great!! Went home so tired. Then i realised that went i going out i having fever mummy still ask mi to stay at home but i still went. Reach home my head fucking pain. Having headache and a bit of fever plus back pain. Never listen to mummy words. Shit man. Fever all that pls go away!! I'm so tired lor!!!




Today wake up but still so tired but no choice i have to go d* house as his mother ask mi to go his house to have steamboat. So i around 3 went out until 9 plus then came home. I'm damn tired la!! As i need to take a nap during afternoon de. I know i'm very lazy. Reach his house at 4. Then eat and chat with his mother. Around 8 leave his house then went home but i wanted to eat yoghurt ice cream so we went to plaza instead of going home. Then d* know that i'm lazy to drink water at home. So he went to buy 1 box of water give mi. Cos he want mi to drink more water. At first i thought he was jk but he really bought it. So nice and sweet right? Thanks Stupid!! Loves! Then bring back to my house. Finally i at home. Gonna have a good sleep tonight:)

Goodnight my loves!

Miss you!!

You're treating mi too good already i really don't know how

Baaaabbbbbbyyyy!!!

Today is friday! Should be happening right? But i at home! Never went to power house with my er jie. She so sudden when i watching movie she call mi and say she want to go power house. That time i really want to go but when i reach home told my mummy this she ask mi to stay at home and i did listen to her. I promise baby not to go until i recover. So i'm staying at home. Just now went to watch movie with d*. Omg. That show sucks man call "The hurt locker"! We watch until half way only then went off. After that went home thought of going clubbing but never. Tsktsk. Never mind. Still got tml:) Anyway i think i going to recover. Yeah! What i think is only eat! Soon apple is going to become a pig le! Opps.

Baby I MISS YOU!!

Sleeping time!! Nites peoples!!

Days 5

You're my mummy

I feeling much better now. Not so hard. But sometimes still feel giddy. But i will take medicine on time! My mummy is so good enough yesterday and today she cooked porridge for mi. Prepared everything for mi. Once i wake up everything is there for mi. Good right? Love her man. Thanks mummy! Have been staying at home this few days. Really boring. But go out also don't know want to do what. Tell mi what should i do??

The feeling is not there so is useless. Even i'm willing to give you a chance. I know you want the last chance to prove everything. But however, is uesless. The feeling will be back but i don't know how strong the feeling is. I don't want to hurt you. I don't wish to hurt you too. This is the reason why i never give you a chance. I dont want you to hurt so much. I hope you can understand.

I miss my baby so much!! Time faster pass!:)

Love you!!

Should i forgive?

The time pass so slow

I still sick. Not feeling better. But my mummy is so good she prepared all the things for mi. So i can eat before taking all the medicine. Good right? But i still feeling giddy all that. Can see never better. Eating all the medicine make mi feel so tired. Have been sleeping taking medicine. Just like that. Nothing else. Scared of eating the medicine le. Don't feel like eating anything.

Is like so long but only few days. Miss you!

I'm sick

Yesterday 4 plus wake up my whole body was so hot. Can't sleep. Keep wake up 5 plus wake up 6 plus 7 plus. Feel so giddy and so hard. Until my mummy wake up told her then she bring mi to see doctor. I having high fever! Make until my eyes pain can't even walk. Whole body so weak. Eat medicine feel so tired. Alright i going to rest now. So giddy:( Haiz.

Miss you. miss you.

Happy is the only thing i want

Yesterday my stomach was so pain la. Keep eat the medicine. To stop the pain. Went to have dinner with my parents also don't feel like eating. So dad send mi home then he and mummy went to my sisters house. When i reach home saw the medicine was d* buy for mi de. Thanks. Today stay at home. Sisters they all came my house to play majong. After that they all go their want. Dad, mummy and of cos mi went to have our dinner:) Dad buy durain for mi. Yeah. But i still got alot of things i wanna eat. Cookies, yoghurt ice cream, chocolate. Opps still got alot. I not pregnant just feel like eating:-P

Tml don't know wanna go school anot. The last day of school le. I think i will miss the school man. Laughs.

Alright going to sleep soon. Nights peoples.

I miss you*.*

Never say never to mi

How can you like that?

Yesterday was the bad day i had. I went town alone to walk. I dont know where i heading to but just walk. From far east i walk to ps all the long my tears drop. All the way i was thinking why. I really dont know what to do. Just so lost at that time. Went to far east walk around but don't know why i still can go do my leg and hand. Shop around. Told myself don't think so much just shop. But just keep run into my mind. Still got 2 guys from other country want my number. Is like wtf. Is different guys somemore. So iritating. I just hack care them. My da jie keep calling mi ask mi faster go home. She know i was out alone and not in a good mood. She help mi alot. Talk to mi when i need a listen ear. When talking to her make mi feel better. Thanks for being there when i need your help. I know who is the wan who care for mi. I know myself. I will try to sort things out myself. But i know need times i trying hard. Sigh.

Upload some fri photo

I now having stomach pain lor. So pain. Back pain stomach pain!! Haiz.

I feel like eating lots of things now:P

Anyway thanks for the things that my sis brought back from thailand. Ya.

Break my heart

Yesterday went power house with my sis. But this time round only mi and my da jie went only. Cos my er jie yesterday just come back from thailand. She is back. Yesterday was fun man. Although only we 2 but we have lots of fun. Then now my back is so pain. Really have to see doctor. I'm so tired. Not enough sleep. My mind now is blank. Don't know what i'm thinking now. Why and why? Nothing else but the qus why.

Why everyone know and i'm the last to know everything? You're so selfish! You hide from mi for so long. Have you ever think for mi? How can you do that to mi? Even how i play i also never do wrong thing. But you? I always believe that you won't but now i know. I'm wrong! You also same with them. How stupid am i to believe you. So hurt and disappointed! Why must like that? I have been thinking for the whole night. I just don't understand. You do that to mi! Why is the only qus i asking myself. You break the trust you break everything! All is you!

I know everything now is better
I know what is the feeling
Everything is gonna end

You're not sorry

Sometimes is better not to know anything
I'm tired.....

I just want to be like last time

Today went to eat breakfast with my parents. Saw 2 funny things. Early in the morning got crazy peoples le. Quarrel and scolding peoples. So pity for them! Seriously sometimes i feel some people had nothing better to do. Tsktsk. Go around care people thing. KPO right. Aiyo. Don't know what to say. Evening time bring our princess to walk walk. Buy things back then go home. Tonight got event at power house! I think is going to be pack man! Enjoy peoples. I never go. Good girl right. Laugh! Tml i then go:) With my sis! Let's party like a rock star!! Alright? ~.~

My back still pain. Haiz. Never go see doctor lor. SO PAIN!!! Sigh.

Going to have my beauty sleep le*.*Goodnights

See our princess!!

I know we will be back just a matter of time

My back so pain!!

Today didnt go anywhere. Is quite boring la!! Lucky my princess come my house to stay. Got her to accompany mi:) I'm so tired. Everyday wake up early cos of the princess. Today sleep in the evening wake up my behind so pain la. Is damn pain. Okay!! Wanted to see doctor but is very late. So maybe tml or when then see. Today ladies night wanted to go clubbing but end up never go. I not like someone. Such a asshole!! Ya. Anyway also not my problem so forget it! Enjoy then.

I'm tired of it le. What can i do to make you don't anyhow think. You keep anyhow say. Seriously i don't know how le. I not let you scold de. Don't think you not happy can anyhow scold. I'm human. I have feeling too. Do you ever think for mi anot? Ask yourself!! Why? Why? Enough is enough! Sigh.

Sleeping soon. Back so pain!! Haiz.

Nites loves.

You"re not sorry

All this time I was wasting,

Hoping you would come around

I've been givin' out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taken me this long baby

But I figured you out

And you think it would be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

Oh no, no, no.

Looking so innocent,

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold

And you got to share your secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey

And it never would have gone away, no

You used to shine so bright,

But watched our love fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no. Oh.

For you!

I never mean to hurt you!!

Yesterday didnt go where went to plaza with my both sis for dinner. Then saw 1 of our fren then he accompany us go walk walk . While he waiting for his gf. Walk around. Lots of nonsense!!:) After that went home sis also come my house to play majong cos today she going thailand le. Then went to have supper with kevin, raymond and soon huat after that they send mi home. Thanks!!

Remember to buy things back from thailand uh!!

I don't know i do is right anot. I thought it would be better for you. I didnt know that it hurt you. I really don't mean what i say de. I hope i can stay by your side. Seriously never want hurt you at all. I know now how i say also useless. Everything for you now is useless. Time is getting lesser and lesser. Don't want to waste anymore time now. But now is too late!! Everything is gone!! Anyway just hope to be like the past. Miss.
Sorry!!:(

You're just a bastard

Yesterday didnt went out. Is sat but i stay at home. Good girl right? :) Very surprised that i never go out. Even mummy and dad also say. Went to have dinner with dad. Then mei mei came my house to stay. Sleep around 1 plus. Have enough sleep le. Today stay at home then went to have dinner with my parents and sis. After that went to my sis house. Now at my sis house blogging. Gonna drink drank drunk liao:)

End here. Byes people

Goodnight.

Finally over le

Yesterday was my last paper. The paper is hard too. But really try my best le. Now i can enjoy myself le! Can sleep and play till i happy. Let's party!! But i don't know how am i going to spend my holidays! I will be going to find jobs. At least have things to do. Yeah. Yesterday went power house with my sis and my cousin came and find us too. The song not really nice but we enjoyed ourselves. All our legs so pain la. Something funny at the club. The guys all very irritating. Wan find my sis. But of cos we ask them fuck off! :) Anyway just have fun.

I'm so tired now. Wanna go take a rest after i finish all my things..
Later will be going out again!!

Last chance

Today math paper 2 also quite hard. But i never leave blank for this paper. I try to do what i can do. Haiz. After paper went to eat with pei qi and weeling. Then home sweet home. So tired! Tml is the last paper le! Finally le lor. But i not really happy also don't know why. Sigh. Just now mit d* then bring didi go with us. Mit we quarrel again. We cannot mit de. So long never mit in the end also quarrel. Wth. Tsktsk. Tml is our day again. Sisters!! Maybe going ph. Let's see tml how ba. Alright not in a good mood now! Go to sleep le.

Goodnight peoples!! Love and misses!!

Don't like that can?

Why things become like that?

Today having CPA paper. Sigh. Wake up at 6 plus to prepare then go to school. So early la reach school at 7 plus. Paper start at 8. Tml paper also early de. Sian lor. Must wake up so early. We left 2 more days then no need go back to school le. Happy lor:) Today paper quite okay. Not really hard not really easy. So so lor. After paper went home. So tired! Shake head! Eeveryday also tired de uh. Tml having math paper. Stress lor. Later gonna study le. Yesterday till now i haven eat till happy eh. I can slim down le:) Maybe will think i crazy.

Anyway why things become like that. We used to be very good de. But things change. Can't we like last time? Seriously i don't like what we're now. Recently have alot of things happened. I know you will think alot but i just don't want to see you like that. I like can't do anything for you. Sigh. I just can hope nothing happen. I don't want to face the fact! You don't know how i feel de. Ya. You give mi attitude all that i understand. Cos you not in the good mood but forget it. Just don't want you to think too much.

I miss I love!

:(

Today having math paper. Haiz. The paper is so hard. First paper so hard le. Second paper don't know how. Many of my fren also say very hard is like harder then prelim la! Tsktsk. Stress man!! After paper went home. Fucking tired la. Not enough sleep! I going to sleep now. Later then study for my CPA. Not in a good mood!! Sigh:(

Anyway hope everything is fine. I'm so worried!!
I miss you!

Things can be change

Today having ebs paper. Before go school for exam mit hui yi, pei qi, zhesan and kah leong. Then after that then go school together. So the paper i can say is hard la. Tsktsk. Die le lor! Don't know how. After paper went home. On the way home dad and mummy call mi very funny lor.
Dad call mi first ask mi at where all that why haven come home. Surprised that dad call mi cos he seldom call mi. Then hang up with dad then mummy call mi ask at where and they ask same thing. When i reach home saw the both of them at home. Funny lor. So tired la. Study for tml paper and is MATH! Have to remember alot of things. Stress!!
Going to study later! Think won't be sleeping so early le. But i seriously very tired lor.
Oh ya. This days i keep eating lor. Siao le lor. Going to be fat fat liao. Must stop man!!

Going to study now. Byes people. Night!!

It's not goodbye

Yesterday went to power house. Is last min want to go de. Went with my sis and co. But my sis left early. She went to other place. Left mi and co. Ya. Yesterday saw alot of ppl at there. Was so pack lor. But the song nice. Went home quite early. So tired!! Tml having exam. Aiyo. Must study hard!! Wish mi good luck!

Photo:)

Alright end here!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD!

Yesterday is dad birthday but never celebrate. Just went to eat only. Tml we will go out then take it as celebrate his birthday! Party world? I finally watched "phobia2"! Quite okay la. The stupid sound make mi scared. After movie home sweet home. I'm so tired la. Not enough rest! Just now just went to make my hair! Happy:)

Today where to go?? Go club or what. Still thinking!! Tsktsk.

CUTE RIGHT? Love her man!!

My precious!!

Nothing will happen that's what i want

This few days have not been going to school! Tml i will be going to school. Next week is my exam le. But i seems to be so slack and never study. I going to study for my exam! STRESS!! I don't want to think so much now. Just want faster finish my exam. After my exam we have planned alot of programs! Can't wait for the holidays!!

Anyway i hope i wish nothing will happen to you. I don't wish that will happen. I can't afford to lose it. I need you. But i know what you thinking. Ya. Is not fews months or what is years! Whatever i tell you also will think i will not! What i can say is i really don't wish anything will happen. You know i'm worried for you!! Very worried!! Is not i want nag at you all what. I just want you to be fine! Understand?? You don't know how is the feeling de. Cos never happen on you. Haiz. Nothing is gonna change for it!

I love you!!

Seriously you like that do only make ppl hate her. You should know. We all can see it de. Why must like that? Quarrel and quarrel. I don't know what to say. Say also say le. tsktsk. Just tired of it. Damn it!