BACK

I'm back! 18 days of holiday ended. Is so cold at all the places. But i still can make it. Lots of photo to upload but i'm lazy to. So maybe next week too tired and lazy le. Haha. After holiday gonna go back to work le. Sian lor. Christmas is coming and so a brand new year is coming to. Times really flies! Choosing K present now. Headache don't know what to buy. He have everything already.zzzz. Just a short post. Will upload photo at here. Till here

Holiday

Tml will be flying off already. So now i'm here to blog! Pack my luggage all so many things to bring. Is so full wonder how to put the things i buy. Gastric finding mi problem again. Gonna rest awhile and meet the girls for dinner. Gonna miss my parents for sure. Next month will be back to blog again! Hopefully i can enjoy this trip and gastric dont come find mi! For the genting trip nv take any photo cos all busy gamble. Next trip gonna take some photo back.

Till then!! :)

Nov will be a good one

I'm back to update abit. Nov is gonna be a good month! Can't wait for next week spark event and genting with erjie and gfs and the boys too. When i'm back 1 more week will be going china for god damn long! Is gonna be a very long holiday! ^^Will be back on dec! After holiday will be back to work no more lazy already! But for now let's enjoy first! Haha. K have been drinking very less already. *Hopefully it will maintain*  Last week just have a quarrel with him. Pissed mi off whenever he go drink! But he make a promise to mi! So now all his card is with mi. Haha. K uber sweet cos he bring mi go shopping without mi telling him, "i wan go shopping eh". Let mi buy whatever thing i wan but everytime nothing for mi to buy. And he will say heng ah save money! Told him i wan chang iphone 5 but he nag and nag! Tell mi no! What an asshole:)

Till then!

I miss K!

Hello Oct

Is Oct already! Hopefully a good start for everyone and mi! Recently nothing much about mi. Have been to gombak to learn my driving lesson. Last week eyes infection and fever all come at 1 time. Is a friday night somemore. While K is entertaining his boss. Told him i'm super unwell. So he promised to bring mi see doctor the next day. I thought he was bullshit with mi as they're drinking and how to wake up so early. So was texting him all the way as i can't get to sleep with a fever and eyes super pain. 2 plus i finally fall asleep and he call mi say he coming over. So he came over to make mi sleep and till the next morning he bring mi to see doctor. When he never even have enough sleep. After seeing doctor he bring mi home to rest and he went to meet his boss for meeting again! Sometimes he is really sweet but there are times i feel like boxing him. Haha. Always purposely wan to make him blood boil! ♥♥♥

Pray hard!!! Hopefully i can get it!!!

Afterall is not easy to love

Back to update abit. This few days mood is very bad. As my cramp is a bitch. Every month have to be so PAIN! And yes, have some argument with K until yesterday was better abit. Sometimes just want him be more understand but i doubt so. So here start out disagreement between us. Plus my mood super bad so i just throw all the temper at him. So he wanted to let mi cool down and i just hack care him. But whenever mi and him quarrel or i'm feeling down. This special person will appear and talk to mi and try to cheer mi up. Thanks for doing:) Appreciate much! Sometimes when i really sit down and think maybe i really too much but who care?! A dead fish i also can say until alive. This is my pattern which is not good! Haha. Thinking back K and mi have been together 1 year and can't deny he's really good at times but bad at times too. Ya, i know no one is perfect. So ya still love him. Oh ya, he willl be bringing mi to china during nov and is gonna be a long long holiday:)

Till then:x
Imy

No one will understand the pain i go through

Is a new month and hope everyone have a good month. I don't know is thing getting better for mi or worst. I also don't know. Too tired to even think about it. Body have not been good. Yesterday night i can't even get to sleep. My rib is super pain! This pain is really pain till can tears and having a hard time breathing. Take alot of different medicine hoping it work. Turn around and the medicne hits. I don't know what time i fall asleep but i know is very late. Today morning wake up feeling super blur. I think i take too much medicine. Until now the pain is still there. I don't know why my rib will pain don't know what is the reason cause it. Just really pain and i have to take it! This is the part i hate most!!

Sometimes i really think i'm so uesless problem alot and make everyone settle for mi. How uesless right? Work nv work. Even work i can't stay long. Don't know what the fuck is wrong with mi! Just feeling moody.

Overall is not as simple as i think

Friday nv plan to go out but last min K's say go filter so 1 plus go out. Abit scary but still act like nothing. After that went to neverland awhile then arena. That day is not my day seriously should not go out in the first place. Whatever it is anyway is over but is still in my mind. Yesterday east coast with my sis they all. Some fresh air and have our dinner at there. Some healthy lifestyle is good! After that head home bath and went to watch movie. The Expendables 2 was nice!! Home and KO. So tired as fri 6 then go home. Not enough sleep. Later maybe should take a nap. Tonight there's a event at avatar techno night will be going:)

Sometimes thing is not as simple as i think, i thought it would be but sad to say is not at all.
It always make mi think twice what should i do. Nothing came out.
Is very tiring!!

Stupid cramp

Last week was Singapore birthday! Straight 3 days went to new Asia bar Thursday Fri and sat! Mad right? Went up there to see fireworks and chill at there. 6 plus they start to drink already. Crazy enough! After that went to east coast to eat and geylang awhile. Reach home knock off straight. Too tired already!! Friday as promise watch the greedy ghost so went to cine to watch. After the movie  the crazy guys say new Asia bar to drink so went over there. That night i was drunk wanted to go over to mink but too drunk already went home straight. Kena kp for the whole night :) So no more next time liao! Sat home and waited for K's to finish his gathering and we head over to new Asia bar to find the rest. But both of us ended that night early and home to sleep. Force myself to sleep as the stupid cramp is fucking making mi can't sleep and i skip dinner for almost everyday. Just nice help mi diet eh. Quite lazy to upload photos. Have to send to my lappy then can upload.

That guy who care and  pampered mi ♥

Photo taken at avatar

I choose to move on and forget about everything..

Cos you break your promise to mi.

Knowing is impossible

Weekend just pass! Friday went galaxy with the guys. After that to nana and planet. Last place mink. But just too tired so nv went in. Sat home and wait my clothes and shoes to come. After that went flux to celebrate augustine birthday:) Saw so many ppl at there did some catch up. Nice seeing all of you:) Around 12 plus went galaxy to find the guys. But full so avatar to drink our night away. Avatar is getting boring already! Saw the hk actress laughing was there too. Omg, he's so handsome!! But too bad can't take photo. Was craving for tom yam steamboat so yesterday went to eat like finally. Tom yam soup!! But today LS must be the food again. Eeverytime eat after that will LS. But is a good thing. Need to slim down more!! Tsk. Not enough sleep.Party 2 days and i think i need dont know how many days to recover. Getting old liao.. Till then..

Somebody that i uesd to know. Now become stranger

Without saying goodbye

Back to update abit. Last week went to watch batman with gfs like finally all of us watch together! Nv party last week body still the same. I bet the sickness love mi alot. And is not a good week anyway. Now i reliased something sometimes no matter how hard you try, things will still be the same. Nobody will see the changes at all. Is better not to care so that you won't feel anything at the end of the day. Learn how to let go and not to care and maybe life will be easy for us!

Since very long nv get drunk let's get drunk this weekend:)

Without saying goodbye is hurts the other person..

知道

Super like this song!
July is not a good month for the start hopefully it will be fine.
After the rain here comes the rainbow!
All the things not going the right way, why?
Sometimes is not wanna let go is just holding on is too tiring

Don't be envy of them. Let them envy of you instead

Yeah! I'm back! So last wed ph with my girls i'm not going again. Too many young ppl at there still like siam tui. After that went to planet awhile. So is still planet even i hate that place. Last week thusrda fri also went there. Sat suppose to go but i'm too tired and sick so just stay at home. But this week i think will be going there again as my fatty is going celebrate his birthday! And yes i'm sure will have alot of ppl come to drink free wan-.- as usual!! Tml going see doctor again and is again!! Fucking irritating seriously why still haven recover?! I hate it man. Now my neck is also pain can't even sleep properly. All thanks to the stupid sickness!

Feel loved when someone tells you that he's always gonna be there for you no matter what. 3 years but his love for you never changed at all. How nice? Tell mi how many of them can do it? Loving her so much and never give up at all. How sweet isn't!

I still miss the past but not you

Back to blog again! Last week went Avalon!! First time went there. There's big and there's a lift inside. Cool right? Haha. After that went to titanium and back to Avalon and the last place as usual planet. Fight as usual thing. Hate to go there. Always fight and fight!! Then went back to sleep as i'm so tired then back to home. Sat went Malaysia massge time! 1 week past so fast today is fri again. But i'm sick. Feel so suck when my sickness can't recover.


Whenever i heard your name my heart stop. By right I should be contend with now!
I told myslef I don't miss you at all. What i miss is those memories. I don't hate you cos there's no love at all.

Is always nice outside but how about inside?

Nothing to do so decided to blog. Last week was drinking night again. But nv drink much as my heart is not feeling well. Don't know what happened to my heart recently. See doctor le but don't seems to be better. Plus i don't like to go hospital so ya lor. Sat went to timber celebrated 1 of my gfs birthday after that planet. So was raining that night. Went home around 3 plus and eat mac to get my hello kitty toys! Haha. Still got 2 more to go. Tml will be going bbdc like finally. Oh well, Everyone always say inside story who knows? Outisde seems to be perfect but how about inside? No idea!What's going to happen in the future? Don't regret the things you do. Stay with the choice you make. I regret once! I don't want to repeat the same mistake!

好累好累,你知道吗?

If you nv try you will nv know the result

Been so long i blogged. Have been busy alot of things. Now left the last test! Hopefully everything goes well:)Every week seems to party again?! Dirnk until 5plus when is going to morning. Really tired of this man. Jb almost every week also. So my weekend is quite busy if have things to do. If not like now i'm so bored cos that ass of my is sleeping. Waiting for him to wake up cos i'm hungry lei-.- Yesterday finally went to watch movie and after that jb time! Went in to eat seafood as they're craving for it. Thi time mummy went in with us too and the kids. Today wake up early to bbdc. I'm back after so long. Must chiong already. Don't wan waste money and time.
Got so place wan to go again! I wan go back to taiwan and bkk! Craving the things over there. Haha. Phuket bali i also want to go but no ppl wan go-.- king only wan gamble and gamble. Irritating ttm. Just now just very pissed off with him! Lol 

Photot with all the girls!!

Recently have been thinking too much. I don't know what's wrong too. Just have lots of thoughts. So confused and don't know what to do either. Hopefully is i'm thinking too much. Everything is still the same or maybe even better. I just hope it won't change. Caring too much is that wrong? I really should stop thinking about all the shit things! Is making mi crazy only. There's also a trust in between. Rant out will be better!! :) I miss dear!!

給我一個理由忘記

Is april already! Time pass real fast. 1 of my gf already married. Wish you have a blissful married:)Yeah! Left the few of us means we have to work hard already uh. Haha. This week have a long weekend. Enjoy your weekends guy:)

After the rain will be rainbow i'm waiting for it!

Attention is what we want

Birthday just pass. Well, what my wish is. The first thing I wan my family member to be healthy especially my mummy and daddy as they're old and of stay happy! Second I wan lots of money! Haha. I think this everybody also want. The last one I shouldn't say cos I think is quite hard. Recently worry about my mummy health. She keep complain about her leg! Bring her to see doctor and check everything is fine. But still wan her to faster recover.! Things maybe has not been smoothly I don't know why either. I only can say I wish for the best. My health also not very good! Eating alot of medicine! I hate medicine. I think for mi now health is more important than anything. Especially my parents! Days by days pass you and mi is still the same! When would it change?

Things is not as simple as I thought!

The feeling is gone

I told myself from the moment you don't wanna come back my heart is died! 1 year ago I hopping that we will be back but you hurt mi and is not even heal. Till now is still hurt but maybe I'm lucky enough to found someone who love mi and dote mi. I should really thanks god for giving mi him. He heal it back but somehow somewhere is still pain. I thought you're no longer in my mind or even stand a place in my heart. But perhaps I'm wrong. Hurt, pain is still in mi! But I know times heals. Feeling will gone and we will back to strangers. My life has just begin. A new life! At least I will feel much better:)

Let's burn it and keep it as a beautiful memories! S!!!

Let it burn

Is march!! My birthday coming but think i not going to celebrate. Nothing special lei. Next week i will be flying off. This few days stomach keep not feeling well. Pain and pain. Be good lei. Super sian already. I don't know what to do anymore. There's so much i want to say but i can't. You should not be in my dream anymore. I already throw it long ago but why? Burn it in my heart and nv appear again. I just want everything be the same!

Stomach still pain.. Going rest. Haiz

I wish for the best

Thoughts running through my mind! Lots of things is not going well I think. Well well, I really don't know what's happening to mi! Or I should say I have problem? I can't smile anymore. How am I going to wear a fake mask? Can't take it anymore! I need a break like seriously. How I wish everything will be the same. Or the time can bring mi back? Is impossible I know! Can someone appear in my life to make it better? I doubt so. I just wan to rant it out so I can feel better and this the only way. My heart is like having a big stone press on it. I can't breath it in the normal way. Perhaps I think too much. Bring mi to a place I can live without any stress.

放弃不是不爱了
是累了!

Plan it before hand

Tml will be flying le. I just pack my things only. Nv bring much cos will be going there to buy. This few days body not feeling quite well. Keep LS so went to see doctor, eat medicine feel better but can't shit! Wth. Don't know what's wrong man.
Have been thinking my body izzit something wrong with it. So stress about this. Will be going for a check hopefully is fine!!

Look at my naughty princess!

BKK photo

Photos are all upload! Still got more at fb:) Lazy to type. 4 more days i will be flying off le. Can't wait. Hehe.

Will be back to blog again! Go take care of my princess! :)

BACK!

I'm back from bkk! At there keep kena bite. Now my leg so cui la. Yesterday went to see doctor somemore. Jialat! Now whole body itchy like hell. Lucky got medicine to apply. 1 more week i will be flying again:) Can't wait man! Photo i haven upload got time will upload. Quite lazy eh. Gonna have lots of rest. Later still have to take medicine. Suck eh. CNY left few more days only. Back to diet again! I must slim down more.

Sometimes you will find someone better. Is okay to let go the past. You will find someone like him. He's not the only one. Although it may hurt but this is life. You know your mistake and the next one you will cherish it.

Happy Chinese new year

Today is the 4th day of Chinese new year! I think everyone take alot of angbao right? Haha. Tml I will be flying to bkk already but I don't have the mood and my things haven even pack. Everything also haven done. Think tonight then pack le. Lots of thing haven even done. Haiz! No mood no
Mood!
Sometimes I wonder izzit problem with mi. That's why I can think alot. Myself dont even know!

Soon to..

Just now went to watch movie! I'm so tired! Yesterday nv sleep well. I going sleep soon! 2 more days is CNY le! Steamboat food and everything settle le. Can't wait for my trip. Haha. Okay. My eyes is closing goodnight!

Red!

KL Trip

Finally i upload the photo at fb. So i will upload some at here!

The rest will at be fb. 5 more days is CNY! Most of the thing had done finish. Will be going last min shopping tml with dear. Oh well, my stomach pain!! Fucking hell pain for already 2 days le. I need something sweet eh:) Hate it when every month this time.

Can't wait for the trip!!