A very bad night

PH last night. Before that went grandmother house with my mummy. As i was so boring at home! Waiting for the time to pass. Then around 8 plus dad come find us too. But i going home to change as i miting esther they all at 10. So rush home to change. Then to ph. Is boring la. I don't know why also. No mood at all. Then linken and fire they all come down find us but they left at 1 plus to bq. So left the few of us. Then gary came down to find mi. So we around 4 plus went off to eat. Then esther plan to stay at my house. But in the end she went home. Cos she never bring her thing. Lol. Dad just come home ask mi bath already anot. Funny lor. He say want to go out liao. I do thing damn slow ask mi faster:)

I giving you too much! I taking back my love

Barking like a dog

HAHAHA!! Someone is so bo liao. Keep barking non stop. Knn. I wonder why the owner never stop them from barking. So noisy! Nowadays DOGS are so irritating keep want find human problems. DOGS and human is so big different but the dogs keep want to compare with the human. Laugh! AH DOG AH AH DOG! Cannot compare mean cannot compare. Stop trying to act like human. When you're not! Faster go reincarnation if you can. Go be a human?:) If not maybe can be a chicken? LOL. Pls go look at yourself before saying others!

Not feeling well:(

Today supposed to mit bb but i have to work so never mit him:( Anyway will mit bb real soon. 2 plus ask dad to fetch mi to work. Stomach feel so unwell! After i eat i will want to vomit or go toilet:( So work until 5 plus. Went to have dinner with my da jie. After that also the same thing. Faster go home. Mummy don't know give mi eat what. Now i'm resting at home. Having headache and stomach not feeling well make mi so xin ku:( So many ppl going club tonight. But i'm staying at home. Alright going to sleep soon le.

Goodnight! Love bb:)

Miss bb alot:(

See you been all around the globe

Not once did you leave my mind!

My babes:)

Yesterday have to go to work. Work until 6 plus went to find my parents to have dinner. As usual after that went home to change then ph again! Went with all the single ladies:) Then after that my da jie and er jie also come down but they with HIM. They left quite early cos my er jie drink too much and drunk liao. Somemore she still vomit. So my da jie accompany her home. Anyway have a great party yesterday. Morning wake up still having a headache. Maybe drink too much le. I'm so tired now. Today work from 2 to 5 plus. Tired man. Tonight going to sleep early:) Plus my stomach not feeling well:( Feel like vomit! Mummy keep ask mi go see doctor. But i don't want. Haiz:(

I miss bb lots:(

Don't hack care mi can le:(

The love is fake

Is apple thinking too much? Or is everything i think is real? Well, i have been so confused all the way. I know how much i say is useless. Nothing will change. When you met someone who you love alot but he don't seems to care and love you. How? Or maybe he just playing you? When he need you he come find you if not fuck care you. Are you? There're so many different type of guys out there. Who're the one who is serious and who is the one who playing us. I have see so many and now i don't know you're which one. Trust you so much i don't hope you lie to mi or do something wrong. Ya. People will change but change to better or worst? Haiz. If gonna break my heart just tell mi.


But always the one you love alot will hurt you the most. Why? I should deserve all this? I love but you?

Why do peoples always quarrel?

Today alone go bugis to pray and shop around! Buy abit of things only:) So long never alone go shopping le. Then after that have a appointment for my eyebrown. So went to do my eyebrown. Reach home around 5 plus. Saw dad and sis they all playing mj again. Tskstsk. Everytime play also got problem de. Bth them lor. Haiz. Don't say le.

See my naughty daughter:)

Tml miting bb le! Omg. Miss bb damn much la!

If you don't appreciate my love don't return mi with unfaithfulness or hurt!! It so unfair to mi. When i love you with my whole heart but you only know how to break my heart. I want not only you. But your heart as well and not a empty heart.

Love and care?

What a good girl i'm:) Yesterday is sat. But i never go out. Stay at home. Plan to go ph but i very tired. Is like siao la! Wed, Friday and sat. So never go. I also don't wan let bb say i keep play and feel that. I not like him! Keep play:) Hor! Then around 12 plus hui yi come mit mi for supper. Omg! Fat liao lor~.~ Home sweet home. Sleep!! I still very tired lor. I going to take a nap now!!:)

I miss bb!!:(

I want your care and love! I don't wan to share with anyone. I you to be mine! Can? Will just be the last bb!

Oh. See so many pretty mummy around.

I want to be a pretty mummy too:)

POWER HOUSE WITH SIS AND COUSIN

Yesterday dad fetch mi go work. Then on the way saw alot of school girls. Let mi think of the past. Everyday go school wait for fri. Fri damn happy cos early end sch then faster go home bath and rest at night go out. So good la! But now everyday is the same. Work and work. So tired! After work with my da jie went to find my parents to have dinner with them. Then walk around then faster go home do my thing. Have to send email to my boss. Then prepared PH again!! With my 2 sis and cousin. Was fun man!! But got 1 damn DISGUSTING GUY! I know and my sis know can liao. Lols. Although is not dj kzee but the song also nice:) Gary came and find us. But we already going off soon. So we head down to jalan besar to find my brother in law then went to eat. Reach home around 4 plus. SO IS TIRED DE!

Today should i ph again? If i go mean this week i go wed, fri and sat lei! Abit siao lor.

Why and why??

Miss you:(

Love mi more than i love you can?

Hmmm. I have 2 good sis who care for mi alot. I really cherish it alot! Thanks jie and loves. They scared guys play with my feeling kena cheat. But i will be careful de. So no need to worried. I know what to do. I won't love a person blindly anymore. I will love the right person! I have been thinking alot this past few days. I used to have lots of guys. But only 1 or 2 who are serious with mi. They love mi more than i love them. But i choose to let them go. I think i not good enough for them. But when i love the one, i don't know he is serious anot. He love mi more than i love him? I don't know or maybe he think i not good enough for him. But everything is up to him le.

Well, my ex bf ask mi don't find a bf . I ask him why. He told mi now fling is better. Cos now he having a fling and is better. So nowadays ppl like to have fling and not a gf or bf? But for myself i still think a bf is better. I want a bf who care and love mi. Belong to mi only and is not share with other ppl. So if you're not only mine i will let you go. I don't want to share your love with other ppl!

A long night

Yesterday first day of work! Can say is not so hard. Just need to talk alot. But i think should be alright for mi:) Work till 7 plus faster rush home to change. Eugene come over to mit mi. Accompany mi go eat my first meal. Then after that he went to mit his fren while i go ph mit esther and co. Was not so pack like last time. Saw alot of ppl at there. Then gary come over to mit mi. Is so tired la. I got 5 group of fren at there. So have to run here and there! Can't stay at a place for long. But was fun! Since so long never club le:) Went home around 4 then go eat with gary. Then home sweet home:) Quarrel with bb yesterday! Don't know what happen la! Don't wan say liao:( Go think have you ever care for mi. Maybe ya or not even.

Photos!!

Well, when everyone telling mi how bad you're i never even care and loving you blindly but once i see it from myself then i realised that you're such a "GOOD GUY"! How stupid am i right? I still hope that everyone is wrong but yet i'm the one is wrong. Nothing to say.

Dream maybe is better

Today i can wake up for the interview! Surprised right? Haha! Went down to interview and tml ask mi go down try. Okay. I was thinking which want should i work. But tml i will just go and try. Then after that went home as is still early. Bath and do some house work. Go find bb! Then around evening time went off to find my brother in law awhile to see his work. Hmmm. Stress lor. Don't know how! Aiyo. My stomach is still not feeling well lor! Wth! I DAMN TIRED LA! I wan go sleep le! Night night!!

Sometime dream of someone you love is better than real. Cos in dream nobody will snatch away but real life will have.

Is your heart there for mi?

I may not be perfect to you but the heart is true can le! What about you? What your heart say? Is the last and only? How deep is your love? Ya. Maybe i think too much! But who don't think much? Right? But maybe i really think damn much. Okay forget it! Today stomach not feeling well:( Make mi want to vomit. Tsk. Mummy say that i maybe eat wrong thing. But i can't think what i eat. Tmd. Tml have to wake up early for interview. Aiyo. I don't know can wake up anot lor~.~ 10 have to reach sia. Today i have to sleep early. So apple is going to sleep soon le:)

Goodnight:)

Miss bb

Why it turn out to be like that?

Yesterday accompany mummy to grandmother house. Good right? Until 8 go mit my sis with her. Then went home to bath and change to mit bb. That asshole hor! Everytime think i very slow but end up i faster than him. After that go the place i don't know at where. At there till today morning. I 6 then reach home. I damn tired la! Yesterday alot of ppl ask mi go clubbing but i never go. I also don't know why. Maybe cos of him? Haha. Apple change le.

Just now just go for the interview with linken they all as they also going town. Then end up i buying clothes and make my leg nail. Okay. i spend alot of money today! Shit la. How?:(

Haiz. I now seriously not in a good mood. I don't know how. Who can tell mi? Why and why? Fucking confused now! Maybe is right i not a good girl. I not fit to be anyone gf. I don't deserve the love at all. Don't tell mi how much you love mi! Is a lie.

When i need you but you're not around

I will still be the same for you

Yesterday mit bb went Chinatown to eat and walk around. Then from there walk to bq and marina. Cos bb want bring mi go to the bridge that i wanted to go. The so call colourful bridge! But still don't know the bridge we go de is that anot. But whatever it is the bridge we went got colour but never change so forget it. Who knows the bridge at where? We never go anywhere as bb have to go back camp today. So went home quite early. As for mi wanted to go clubbing but still a good bb accompany him stay at home:) Go where find right? Lols. My er jie is staying at my house. Yeah! Got ppl accompany and sleep with mi liao:) Thinking when my da jie will be staying with mi? So we 3 sis can sleep together le!

My naughty "daughter"!

Will you be the one i'm always waiting for?

Being too nice

Yesterday stay at home the whole day! Wed but i at home. Never go club or what. Good girl right? Plan to go ph de but never. Cos promise BB that i will not go. So must do it. See i say it i got do it hor!! My BB!!

Just come home. So tired. Just now afternoon jiaxin come find mi at my house. Plan to go bugis but raining. So went plaza to eat and walk around with my daughter! Lols. Then send her home. Fire come fetch us to bugis. Eat again. But i never eat! Then to cathay watch "the blind side"! The show is okay la! No comment:) After the show home sweet home! Okay. This few days i have been sleeping with my parents. I know myself very dan xiao. Scared don't know what. When late go home faster do my thing then sleep. Everytime like that. Keep anyhow think. But i also keep thinking why i don't have a sis. So i got ppl accompany mi. So good la! But don't have:( Forget it! Who want accompany mi? Haha.

Alright go have my beauty sleep le:)

Miss bb lots! Love

I miss the time when i still small:)

Omg. I still haven sleep in this time. Plus i just now just take my medicine:) Sleeping with my parents tonight. Haha. Baby right? Many ppl say i sleep like princess lor. Alot of pillow beside. Protect mi like small kids sia. I 1 person take alot of pillow! Mummy bth mi lor. Lol. I miss the time when i still small. Sleeping with my both sis. Feel so good:( Now i'm alone! Haiz. Okay la. Dad just wake up ask mi go sleep:) Going to sleep le. NIGHTS !

I wanna go shopping!!:(

Miss bb lei:(

Only love

Yesterday went to mit bb. After that went to marina watch "Avatar" (3d).Okay. I watch it again. I think is quite nice la! But bb think is okay only. After our movie wait for his fren then blah blah . I know i very lazy to say out everything. Then went to eat. Fuck la. My mouth is still so pain lor! Knn. Mi and bb from marina walk to bq la. Is like that time i walk la. But lucky this time i never wear heels. Accompany him go mit his frenz awhile then home sweet home! Quite tired! Out the whole day.

And STUPID LOH LIN KEN!! Dont keep disturb mi hor! Asshole!!

I have regret everything but is too late le. Lucky i still have my sis and parents to dote on mi:) Spoiled by them:) My sis say i'm always her baby sis. Lols. Loves

Fuck her man!

Is sunday today. So should be family day. But i at home alone now:( Should i go find my parents? Or go out later? Stupid fire keep ask mi go out. Asshole. I abit lazy to go out. All thanks to my "auntie"! Somemore still not feeling well. My voice is like wth la. Mouth still pain can't even eat. But also a good thing. I can slim down:) Lols.

Okay, i fucking hate you! I hope you will see it. We used to be very good. But now is like so stranger. Got you means no mi! Why? You should know the reason. I wont scold you here. I just want you to know why everyone is leaving you alone. Good sisters? Haha. i don't think you need it. Go think about it.

I love bb! Miss my pig:)

I wanna change phone!! E72:(

I know abit stupid cos i now using e71 but i wan!! :( How?

Sabai

Well, i'm so tired now. So abit lazy but i still will upload photos! Yesterday went to mit bb. Then around evening time send mi home. Faster change and make up cos jiaxin come my house to mit mi. So she is good enough to buy dinner to my house. After that went to vivo to shop around buy our fake lash and etc cos was waiting for my 2 sis. Then head down to sabai. Reach there my both sis say should go ph. They don't really like the place. So starting was damn boring after that is better abit la. Drink drank but never drunk:) Okay. Saw alot of ppl at there. Bernard they all after that saw carlton he was with JOSEPH! Omg. Say i very dao. Wth. More worst is got 1 guy working at there take number from mi. He 30 plus la. Is like wtf. I be your daughter also can le. Lols. Then carlton keep ask mi don't go home so early but i already fucking tired. Drink so much somemore. Went home around 5 plus with jiaxin. My 2 sis went home with my brother in law. Home sweet home bath everything but can't get to sleep:( So now i'm so tired la! Today sat but i staying at home. Today got ph and bq to go but i choose to stay at home. Good girl right:) I lost my voice man and mouth is still pain:( I going to have my beauty sleep soon!! Oh ya. Feel like changing phone:(

Goodnight! LOVE bb~.~

Everything is going to be alright for mi and you