Not well at all.

Well, today is the second day of work. So far still okay. Very busy. Got lot of things to do. But better than nothing. Cos the time pass faster. Like this job cos the timing i like plus near my house. So no need wake up early:) But my sick not okay. I haven see doctor and my headache is back:( Somemore now the weather keep raining. Very cold! Every sickness is finding mi problem again. Sigh. Very tired. Gonna sleep soon.

Goodnights people!

I have lot of things to buy.

I hope my Christmas present is...

And hopefully Dec is a good month for everyone:)

Sick la..

Yesterday went bugis with my erjie brother in law and bi. While waiting for bi to come. Went to see my camera and saw 1 which i like. So i buy the camera. Yeah! Finally buy my camera le. But is bi buy for mi de:) Thanks bi! After that went town to look for present. So ask her to choose herself. Hope she like it uh. Walk around then they send mi home. Cos my erjie all also wan go ph. So mit them at there. Time to party! Seriously is drink drank drunk! LOL. But lucky bi also go so he send mi home. Wanted to go neverland with my sis de. But cannt already. Yesterday is not really fun. And fucking make mi have flu and sore throat now when tml i got work. Fml! Hate it when sore throat and flu!!! Bi ask mi go see doctor. Today where got dcotor let mi see-.

Photo will upload soon! I today too lazy and tired!!

Everything will be fine

Yesterday is my niece birthday. So went to eat and celebrated her birthday. Haven get her present yet. Later will be going town with bi to look for her present. Maybe my sis also. Tonight shuyu will be celebrating her birthday at ph. So was thinking should go anot. Don't have the feeling to club:) But looks like most of my gfs not going eh. How?! Later shall see how. Now still early. Monday start work le. 1 of my gf ask mi to work don't awhile jiu quit. LOL. I will try my best de:) For now i should go rest awhile before heading out:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Still got other photo at my sis there.

Is okay is alright.

Saturday went town with bi. Shopping to look for my bag. But i saw 1 is too big. So never buy. Fuck lor. When then can get my bag?! After that accompany bi go his fren de chalet. Wanted to go ph de. But bi keep say can then later cannot. End up went plaza watch movie-.- Watch the "Red"! Nice show. Ppl should go watch it! This few days bi have been coming to find mi. I think i start work will have less time le. Monday start work. The timing just nice and is near my house. Shiok:) Saturday i gonna party!! Cos is also 1 of my gf birthday.

I wanna reborn but the stupid auntie don't let. Say my hair until very jialat. Nb lor.

You're not that perfect

But this is not the main problem.

Pls be good!

Yesterday went vivo with my both sis and mummy. Shop till halfway my stomach pain. But i never care so much cos busy shopping for clothes. Then i really can tahan mummy say go home first. Lucky i buy till my thing. The nightmare start!! My stomach is killing mi man! Last night i can't even sleep well. I wake up at 5 plus with a bad pain. Fuck it! I pain till vomit and can't get back to sleep. Mummy wake up too and take medicine for mi. So morning she bring mi to see doctor and the doctor give mi a injection. Fml. Still got medicine but the pain just won't go away! Till now i still feel the pain. So mean the injection and the medicine won't work at all right?:( But i don't care. Later going town with bi!:) SHOPPING!! Hope the pain will go away. Be good.

Sorry that I loved you

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love， for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right （tonight）
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you （I was falling in love）
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you...

Let it be the last time!

Wednesday town with bi. Finally shopping! But only buy fp same with bi de. Went to Lv but don't have the bag i want. So will be going to gucci to see. Er jie that day also with us shop but seems like nothing we can buy de. After that went home to change heels and off to mit silvien to work. The place we went to is not a nice place. Suck man! End work accompany her to eat and i head home while she go ph. Like a tempt but i never go. Good right?:) Yesterday family gathering again! I like it. All of us chit chat till late. Have more gathering again:)

Friday but where to go? Ah bi working till 6-.-

See this 2 like gay only. LOL

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i held you tight

Back to normal

Everything back to normal. I'm fine now but stomach pain!!:( Fml. But qiute happy cos i can get to club and everything. Let's party again:) Yeah. Mummy early in the morning cook for mi to eat. So good right. Aww. Sweet mummy. Don't know what to blog. Cos everyday at home. But soon i will be back with for more things to blog.

Well, i don't understand what's wrong with going clubbing lor.

Don't understand at all!!! Fuck it. Selfish guys!!

He tells me he cares, he tells me he loves me

But in the end he shows me he's lying.

I'm sorry!

I finally upload the photos but still got some i have take. Will upload again. Having headache now:( Don't like the feeling! Well, can say i don't like the feeling now and so on. Hope the time can faster pass. I want go back to the past. I hate it ttm! Make it fast for everything now. PLS!

To my love. Is not i don't want. How i wish i could keep you by my side but i left with no choice. Is my fault for going through so many things. I make you suffer with mi. If i can turn back the time i won't make you suffer with mi and i can have you. But now everything is too late. I'm sorry!

Thing will never be the same!

Not important anymore

1 more day! I should be happy but i don't seems to. Don't know why also. No need to feel xin ku all that le. But seriously i don't mind but no choice it can't be done. Shall not think too much. Everything is normal and i hope November pls be a good month and pass faster. My hand is recovering soon but still pain at times. Well, I think i gonna party real soon. Since so long i party. All my gfs is asking when will i be joining them. Soon alright:) Wait for mi! Oh ya. I gonna slim down man. I think i'm getting fatter. But is all the while i'm thinking that la. Got lot of things i wanna do. I also have photos to upload but is at bi there. So have to take from him. Lazy!!-.-

Why did you come back? So i thought you will never be back and i move on. I try ways to forget you and start anew. Yet at this time you come back to mi! Now what you want mi to do? I can't be cos of you give up everything again! Cos of you i give up too much in the past. When i needed you the most you at where? I told myself i won't be so stupid again.
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身.

I thought we're over

Yesterday went to watch movie with bi! Watch the "Unstoppable"! This show starting very boring but slowly the show quite interesting. After movie bi send mi home then he watch mi sleep then he go. So sweet right? Just now mummy accompany mi go see doctor. The doctor wanted to take my blood and do a test but mummy say other day then do. I think i take the blood test will faint. I having low blood that's why will make mi feel giddy at all times. Sigh! Have to take medicine everyday:( Hate it.

Gonna take medicine and sleep early!

I never thought you will call mi

and i'm quite surprised.

Think tonight will be a good night.

Cos of you!!

If there's only one

I think my lappy is going to dead already. Now seldom use my lappy. All the time i'm using my phone to online or whatever. But now i'm using my lappy to blog as i have too much to blog. Now at least i can use my right hand to type or so on. Trying to move around. 3 weeks later have to go back hospital to check again. Everything now seems to be okay. Cos i already used to it:) But just abit bored cos keep stay at home. Tml is be birthday. I don't know what do give-.- Thinking....

Yesterday the whole day i fucking xin ku. Keep very giddy and wanted to vomit. I swear i hate this fucking feeling man. FML. My er jie is good enough to buy breakfast for mi as she know i'm giddy:)

Be know i like eat cheese cake and he buy different cakes give mi eat. Omg. I gonna be fat man! But i gonna buy shoes go running with both my sisters. Slim down time!!

Later might be miting my gfs at town. Can go shopping liao:) Yeah!