You dun know anything!

Today having my oral at 2 plus but school end at 12.40. But hui yi, pei qi and mi decided to run out of school cos still got alot of time. So they think of coming to my house so we cab to plaza to eat and then my home. They want to play mj so play until 1 change all that and back to school again. But quarrel with darling all that lor. He dun noe anything then still say so much. Asshole! Hate him man! But he come fetch mi after my oral. Then send mi home. Ya. Now everything is fine le. Dun wish to quarrel with you!
Finally weekend le! Going out again:)

I think you are too much le. I dun noe what to say but i just hope you know how to auto. Dun let ppl say le then angry. I think you oso will think that too. Is unfair!

After so many things happen i find that you'r very important to mi

I dun wan everything to become a dream, if is a dream i really dun wish to wake up

I cant lose you at all, i oso dun wish to lose you

So no matter how much you say you love mi

i will scared you will leave

You dun noe anything and dun noe how i feel

Sigh!

I'm still waiting

Why?!

Yesterday never go school cos got mc then sick and at home rest. Got reason de hor. Stay at home the whole day. Good gal right? Then my sis and brother in law come our house for a small gathering. But this time never drink. Ya . Cos all tml got sch and work. Must wake up early:) Then my sis and brother in law say their last time story. Funny la. Talk cock all that. After that home sweet home for them.

Today went school. Everything is like the same la. Tml i having my oral so tml must go school. Ya. But something happen and i'm very worry la. From recess time till all the way my mind is thinking about alot of thing la. Think what i can think. Is like a big ? But nobody can ans mi. Why? Why? Why? Is that all lies again? Idk! So just like normal and after school weeling accompany mi home. Really not in a good mood and try not to think but cant. I'm worry but.. Forget it! Sigh!

Thanks to sharon and pei qi for listening to mi!

Treasure what you have now and dun regret it

Once is gone is not going to come back anymore

I hope i can treasure. .

But all the things seems to be not right

I have to take it or leave it

I'm still waiting

Sick and tired of it le

Today went school. Haven go for 1 lesson kena send home. Having fever 37.9 so teacher ask mi to go home. Then pei qi oso kena send back then both of us go see doctor. Told darling that i going see doctor so he and weeling accompany us go see doctor. I really very sick lor. My fever keep up down like nobody business la. Wth. I dun like lor! See finish doctor darling send mi home. Ask mi eat medicine now i feel so tired. Going to rest now!

Thanks for always being with mi when i need someone
Taking care of mi when i sick
I will wait for that day to come. Alright?
You promise mi and not to break the promise de

Love you! Love you!

I'm still waiting

Raining day

Today didnt went to school. Nothing much to say. Stay at home and rest to take medicine. My mummy thought i never eat my medicine but i did. So she feed mi with my medicine:) Raining day is so cold la. My mummy say i siao sleep never on fan still can cover blanket but is relly cold man! I like this kind of weather is so cooling but i'm cold. How?

Think alot of ppl is sleeping right now. Even darling oso sleeping. Pig! haha.

Miss and loves!

I'm still waiting

St.James night

Yesterday morning mummy bring mi go see doctor again but is different doctor. This month i keep see doctor so many times la. Eat medicine until want to vomit. This time round all the medicine so big de. Keep sick like nobody business like that. Wth. The doctor say i having fever and my flu and cough all this haven okay. Sigh. But not H1N1 la:) While waiting for my turn to see, my nicec so ai mei la. Take photo got so many post de. Haha.

See!

Next time can be model uh:)

After that evening time went town to buy my thing and do my things. Mit darling and pei mi to do all my thing:) First went to far east to do the LV wallet then Gucci to take my chain. Is like finally my chain come le la. So long le lor. Then to buy my heels. Thanks darling for buying the heels for mi. So good la:) Loves! Yesterday so happy sia buy all the things liao:)

Then went to bugis to walk around and buy clothes for my baby niece. Then wait adeline end work went plaza to mit carilyn. Then saw my ex lor. Wth. After that i went St.james to mit gen and my sis they all. So long never went club with gen le lor. Was so happening la. But tired la. Wear heels to dance all the way. But overall was fun man although the music wan not really nice. Gen was planing next week go again:) Like to club so much la. Anyway nice to mit 1 guy over there. Ya.

I know i dun look like sick right. Still can go club all that:) But serious i not feeling very well.

Start to cam whor again!

I really wan thanks darling for accopmany mi go shop and buy the heels for mi:) Still bring home my shoes for mi cos you know i going club dun wan i fan ma. Thanks. Love you man^.^

Headache and headache:(

Today school again after school went home. Silly boy send mi home again:) Friday night and i'm staying at home never go out. Surprised right? I so good gal! Haha. So boring. I oso dun noe why i can stay at home lor. But i having headache again:( Dun like lor. Going to rest early. Tml i got alot of thing to do. Yeah. Going shopping!

Alright. Going to slep soon le.

Nites

Loves!

I'm still waiting

Too serious too soon

I wonder where you are

I wonder what you're thinking about tonight

I wonder

Maybe your alone

Maybe you've been crying just like me

I wonder

I don't know why I lost your touch

Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon

Now I'm Staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day

I told you every night in every way

I love you

Maybe you got scared

Maybe I have nothing else to say

But I love youSo baby now my life's a mess

Cause I'm

cos I couldn't love you any less

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon

Now I'm Staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon

It's not right

It's not fair

Missing you baby cuts like a knife

what if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

we got too serious to soon

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

too serious too soon

I wanted you too love me

It's been a rainy afternoon

Now I'm Staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

No mood

Today went school as usual. Dun feel like going to school today but just force myself to wake up. Not in a good mood i oso dun noe why. Nothing much to say. After school mit silly boy at bus stop then to plaza walk around cos that ass want buy pen. But in the end never buy then home sweet home! Tell him no need to send mi home but he say cannot must send mi home. Silly boy! So send mi:) So good uh! Ya. Must be good in school hor. Promise mi to study de. Cannot bluff mi:)Even i not in school you oso must go school to study. Okay?

So tired now going to take a nap! Keep having headache:(

Miss darling! Loves

I'm still waiting

FAT FAT FAT

Today went to school and kena punish by my LFT. Wtf. I hate my form teacher man see us kena punish keep laugh. He is damn happy la. Never mind our LFT never call us to stay back for detention already very good le. Today our lesson end at 1 but my form teacher fucker ask we all to stay back until 1.50. Like that he oso happy 50 min only so we stay at GO. Talking and alot of them pei us while waiting for the time to pass. All of them is so funny la. Haha. After that stupid boy come to find mi and went plaza. Ask mi to eat with him again:) I confirm will become fat de lor. All must thanks to him uh:) Keep ask mi to pei you eat. I going to slim down le. Cannot keep like that eat. I dun want to be fat! Then after that walk around and Home Sweet home! Send mi back again:) Reci home saw my baby at my house again. So happy la! So cute love her man!^.^

I have remember all the thing we say and i wont forget it

I hope you will keep your promise

You say whatever i say you oso will do it and make sure hor

Alright, going to slep soon

Nites

Loves darling!

I'm still waiting

Finally

Today didnt went to school. School totally suck man! Tml i think i will be going cos my frenz say that my teacher know that we run for assembly and need to go for detention class. Wtf. I hack care man i wont go de. Waste my time only:) Just now go plaza to buy my clothes and mit stupid boy. Ya. Is like so long never mit him le then finally we mit up. After that ask mi to pei him eat everytime like that de. Ass:) Eat until my stomach pain lor:( Walk around and then send mi home:) Sweet right?

Miss and Love darling!

Yesterday take this when in the toilet:)

Sharon and mi!

I'm still waiting

Love you love you love you

Today went school. But in the end 12 plus run out cos is really boring man! Nothing much to do and i go school is cos for the important subject. No other le. Today went home myself surprised right? If can i think i will go home myself from now onwards? I think! Ya.

I treat you not good meh? I really dun noe what to do. Can you tell mi what to do? I never change at all! Is mabye you'r the one changing. I promise you and i did it. I told myself i cannot break the promise to you! I'm trying very hard to do till the best but it dun seems to work. I trying to understand everything but cant, you keep it to yourself. I told myself 1 day i'm tired of it i will give up. Why i try so hard to understand but yet you keep it to yourself. Never think for mi. I really want to tell you alot of think and i'm slowly telling you how i feel all. Do you know i'm trying very hard? But you? Sigh.

I'm telling myself that even how hard i oso will try, even i know mabye i will get hurt
I hope you will stay by my side when i need you
I can say that i wont leave you
But if 1 day you'r leaving mi i will let you go
I hold on to you oso no use your heart is not with mi anymore
But i wan you to know that i fall for you deeper and deeper i just cant stop it

I'm still waiting

Surprised

Yesterday town shopping but in the end never buy till anything but i going to buy heels. Yeah. Finally find till the heels i wan:) Yesterday walk the whole town lor. My legs is damn tired la. Poor feet. Wanted to go club but promise this week not go club so never go. I make my promise not to go and go home early. I 12 plus reci home le. Good gal right? I did what you say to mi! You should know it. When reci home mummy saw mi say

Mummy say- Wa so early come home uh?

Mi- ya lor. cannot uh?

Muumy-not like you lei. everytime so late then come home de today sat night somemore.

Mi- tired ma. come home early not good meh

Mummy and mi- laughs!

I good gal de hor. Ya.

Anyway. I feeling better le but still cough and headache:( But i know i dun look like sick.

Start to cam whor again

On the way to gy for durian

Toady gonna stay at home dun feel like going my grandparents house so stay at home wait for mummy and dad to bring mi go eat later:) I'm so tired so going to a nap while waiting for them to come fetch mi! I feel like eating alot of things but i scared fat!!

I miss him so much! Loves!

To you

Take everything easy what you can do now is dun think too much and take care of your kids. Dun say you'r not in the mood as an excuse. They dun noe anything wan blame it on him! Is he in the wrong. What i can say just relax and dun think about it. Start anew again:)Alright?

I'm still waiting

Confused

Seriously i'm very confused i dun noe what i want and i dun noe how to do. I tell myself maybe i not around then all the thing will not be so bad le! Nobody understand how i feel i have no one to turn to. I try to solve it but it seems to be worst. Idk! Why i just cant be myself! I'm nobody de. I think is the time that i let go of everything be a free gal who want to go where she like, wat she want to do! Sigh! Is not worth for you to jump down and let the ppl who sad for you. They are ur loves one and do you want them to be sad for you? Have you ever think for them? I know you'r sad but you got think for your mother anot. Just face the fact! Is just the matter of time only. You can forget it but see you want anot. No matter what just dun do silly think.

I'm still waiting

Today didnt went to school. Is not i dun wan go cos something happen last night. I now know that all guys are all the same they already married or have the loves ones they still at outside anyhow. I now have no trust in married. I dun think i wan to get marry so early. I told my dad that i want to stay single and ask him to give mi money all that and feed mi. So that i need no to worry. I dun noe how to accpet a guy when he at outside fool around and come home like nothing happen still can pretend it. I cant pretend that nothing had happen before. Will always in mind. Anyway is up to you to decided cos you love him so much and cant let go of him. But we will always with you. Ya.

Maybe miting that ass later:)

Will update again!

Ph tonight?

I'm still waiting

OMG

Silly boy send mi home again:) But before that went plaza to eat with him. He is so funny la everytime with mi will want eat. Ask him to eat alone dun wan stupid right:) I think i going to become a pig le keep eat. All thanks to you! After that help my sis to take her "hello kitty"! So pai seh la. The thing so big so silly boy help mi take.haha. Good uh! Then went home after that when i reci home somtimes happen. 1 guy follow mi and i think something is not right liao. But the stupid lift so slow so he came over to say his name is"ALAN, Can i know you"? Is like wtf. I told him i dun noe you and went into the lift and he follow mi. Wa, is like so scary la. Then keep say he know mi all that shit and say want know mi. Dun you think you'r stupid you say know mi then still want know mi for wat! Then follow till my house i so scared la and ask for my number i just say no and trying to make him go away. Then i faster walk away but i think he know where i stay all. I'm so scared now la. Next time i alone dun noe wth he want to do! Anyway just hope he dun come again!

Told silly boy about it and he say next time send mi till the lift:) But i told him no need but he want so i cant say anyhing. But anyway thanks! Ya. Wat i told you is serious de so i alread tell you liao and you know le. Dun say i nv tell you hor! ^.^

Alright going to rest le! Sick and Sick
Loves

I'm still waiting

You piss mi off

Today went to school and all my teacher ask why i go school should stay at home and rest. I told them no choice cos got oral! Today english oral but i think i did badly:( Ya. School as normal and i hate my english teacher la. So kbkp so skip her lesson. Somthing fuuny happen when inside toilet with pei qi a bitch came over and ask us"You all wan find mi uh?" Wtf. Is like crazy la find her for wtf. Then she say tml come find us. Eh bitch is you want come find us first de hor. We shall see wat you wan to say tml.knn! Nothing better to do. XIAO MEI MEI!
After my oral silly boy send mi home. He waited mi for 1 hour! Really good right? Cos he want send mi home. I think if other guys will just go liao. But on the way back got abit quarrel. You keep saying the things that i dun like and you know you still do it! Wth! Forget about it!

Still feeling sick all that lor. So xin ku. But nobody know the feeling. I wan my voice back la! Going to rest now!

I'm still waiting

Sick again!

Today went school as usual but all my teacher ask mi to go home. I'm sick again! This time really bad lor. Down with flu, cough and fever all that. I dun like lor! So xin ku! After my ebs lesson i went home and silly boy know that i'm going home and he went to report sick and send mi home. Good right! Thanks for sending mi home. Just cos like that you dun wan stay in school. I know you'r good and so caring uh:) Nowdays keep sick and keep see doctor. I take medicine take until scared le lor. I want faster recover lei! I hate when i'm sick lor. What to do?? Feeling so tired all that:(


Alright end here. I going to rest now!
Nites

I'm still waiting

Gathering

Yesterday had a family gathering at my house. My both sis and brother in law came and all the naughty kids oso. Yesterday was so happening my dad was in a good mood and he drink with us vodka and he dun really like to drink he only drink beer. But he drink with us! haha . All of us started with vodka after that martell then beer. Then all of us drink until face red red de!lol. Funny la. We playing 5 10 and my brother in law like to see ppl drink!He crazy de ppl drink he will laugh happily like hell la. But when is his turn to drink he will ki siao or ask my sis to help him drink and of cso is our turn to laugh at him la!Anyway is a good gathering but in then end all of us like hang over, all went home slep and having headache.

I hope every sunday we will have our gathering:)

St.James night

Sat went st.james with both of my sis and still got other ppl but can say this is the first time i went with both of them and we enjoy ourself there man. Anyway hope to go with them often and without any guys with us:)

Da jie, er jie and mi the youngest:)

Sisters! At ph

We had fun at there and i like to go with them. Is better then event all that. But really so pack and my feet let ppl step until so pain but overall is great and the song is nice. Hope to go with them soon as we'r planing to go again:)

deep and meaningless

I wanna blog but my mind is blank i dun noe what to blog. I'm so confused now. I hope someone will tell mi what to do. I told my mummy about that she ask mi to think. I really dun noe wat to do! Anyway today was a bad day for mi. Cos phone low batt and my mummy they all cant reach mi so is like many thing happen la. Wtf. Forget it. Dun feel like saying much. I hope you know.

Just wish you happy with your gf and last long

I, I don't know why I miss you so muchYeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch You, you left me feeling high and dry With nothing, nothing but the queston whyYeah you, I guess you had another direction And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
Chorus:If you call me todayI'll say that I'm fineBut I bet you can tell by the tone of my voiceIt's just a lieYou knew what you hadYou still walked away leaving me in this messMy love for you is deep and meaninglessYou, you knew what you were doing to meAnd I, I guess I was too blind to seeWell you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so badBut I'd do it again to relive what we had(Damn that's sad)There are many things left to remind meOf a love that I just can't leave behind me
Chorus (Repeat)

For you

I'm still waiting

Moving on

Never went school today not cos i dun wan go hor. Cos i have to take care of my mummy that's why i stay at home to help her do house work. Good daughter right?:) Wake up at 9 plus early uh. Go eat breakfast with her. After that do house work, so tired lor. Next time i get married i must call my husband to get mi a maid. Doing house work is not easy and i'm lazy oso:)

Finally is fri planing to go where le:)
Will update more!

Guess you'r happy with your life ba. You'r moving on and is good for you and find a true love for yourself. Last long.Take care.
Thanks my 2 sis whenever i have problem you also will help mi and i have understand. In a relationship is not easy for both of them, once tired should not continue anymore. Just let go and maybe is better. At least we have the chance to be together but is not long but we have enjoy it.

I miss my silly boy!

I'm still waiting

:)

Today had quarrel with my silly boy at school. I just dun understand what you guys thinking. You can angry and jealous so easy. I'm a gal! I oso will! You only know yourself what about mi? Still scold mi. You'r always like that wan make mi angry. So bad! Anyway, we'r fine now. Maybe after this we will understand each other more. Right? Can you try to be more good to mi . Asshole. Everytime say mi bad but you oso. I just hope everything will be fine. No more quarrel-you say de:) Hope so. Love PIG!
I think is a good start for everyone and i will be strong to face whatever problem i face. I just hope you will be by my sides.Alright?

What is Love? My big sis ask mi this. Love a person is hard even you get the person but his heart is not with you. You wont be happy. I need someone who love mi not telling mi all the lies how much he love mi. I wan is true heart love. Just so simple thing that i wan. Who can give mi? I know you cant anymore.

I getting better now all thanks to stupid boy:)Keep remind mi to take medicine.Ya.

I wanna change phone!! But haiz. .

Bring my 2 naughty niece and nephew down to playground.End up the 2 of them fighting! Naughty right? haha. But oso cute lor. Look at them:)

Hope my mummy leg faster recover!!

I'm still waiting

Ended

Today go school as usual i got mc but still go school. Good gal right? haha.. No choice cos got coureswork. After that go home:) Never wait till after school. Stupid boy send mi home again cos still feeling sick now but is better le! Thanks for keep remind mi to take medicine on time. N level is getting nearer got to study no more clubbing so much le. My oral is just next week. So stress!

Everything had ended in a lonely night. Yesterday i cant slep i keep waking up. I really dun understand why just cant say the true. Izzit so hard for you? Give you chance to say the true but you keep deny that you never bluff. Ask you again and again you dun wan say . Wth.Totally diasppointed!! Now is just a matter of time whether i can forget about you. I really need alot alot of time! I have to force myself even i know is gonna be hard for mi. Why eveyone must break the trust i gave them? You know what you want, and let it be what you want. How you treat it as, I will remember. Apple is gonna be fine even without you.

I want to start all over again without you!

Sick

Today never go school cos i'm sick. Having fever, flu, sore throat. So nothing much to blog. I feeling so tired and wanna rest. So giddy oso. Take medicine until scare so many medicine to eat. If can dun take medicine will recover will be good man.Sigh

Sometimes, You'r tired you wish to give up everything but when you decide in the end dun regret, the time wont turn back. Now i'm tired of everything. What to do now? I'm still thinking.

I'm still waiting

I hate you man!You'r a liar!

St.james was not really fun regret going to club yesterday should stay at home and rest de. I should have listen to you guys who ask mi not to go de! So nothing to blog about, and also not in a good mood.

I hate you man!!You'r a liar! I dun understand why you bluff mi. I dun noe you bluff mi for wtf! You reaally piss mi off! I dun noe wat the hell you wan la. But wat you give I will give back all to you. Dun believe. Let's see! Call you dun wan ans sms dun wan reply right! Knn. Ccb. Never mind i dun give a damn la hor! Wat you do i remember de eh. Nb. You'r just a fucker man. To mi without you i still can surive, dun think that i need you. If you think that you' wrong! I still can find a better wan is not i no guys is just that i dun wan! I noe you can then go ahead la. Wat you wan to do i dun wan to noe !You really fuck up!! Just dun bother mi can liao!!

I'm still waiting

Need time

Today stay at home and rest, still thinking wanna go st.james tonight anot.How???

I just hope to be alone for the time being but you just dun understnd mi. You keep come fan mi and i have told you the reason yet you seem to dun get the meaning how you wan mi to tell you then you will get the meaning? I fucking stress you oso knew it but you still continue fan mi! I dun mean anything or wan anything from you but i hope you dun come bother mi! Just so simple thing from mi, but you cant do it. I try my best to keep this going but it dun seems to work out.. I already tired le! What i can do i already done my best to but still fail. I told myself is hard to let go but no matter how hard i will try, same to you also. I just hope everything will be fine after sometimes! Just need sometimes. Let mi think about it.

I'm waiting

SHEESHA AGAIN:)

Yesterday sheesha again but this time we go different place with my sis, brother in law, rinice,esmond, raymond, stanley, jun ming, kele and 1 guy i dun noe who:) Ya. My brother in law love to gamble so much he bring poker card go! OMG..

My brother in law!



Raymond!


Then, see how serious they all playing!





Happy family eh:)


Mi and Raymond :)


Mi and stanley:)


After that we change to upstair they still continue to play can see they all love gamble so much lor:)


My poor niece she sick but still go out with us. See she is so hot and sweating!


After that Home sweet home. I'm so tired so i went off first they still at there.

I'm still waiting

Is friday and today school end early:)But end early still run out with my frenz they all..haha. After that mit stupid boy and he send mi home again:)Can say so sweet la. Keep send mi home. Love ya! Went home to see my niece, lucky she is fine now!
Finally weekend le. Going out later!

Will update more!!

Is going to be fine

Today go school again and my school got ppl got the H1N1..omg..So scary lor..Everyone must take care of yourself eh!Well, school is boring la. Skip lesson again:)Nothing much to talk about the stupid school la.Just wait for the lesson to end. After school stupid boy send mi home..Ya. So sweet of him right?:)haha..Promise each other not to go out so stay at home and slep.
My niece is sick hope so faster get well:(

You know i'm sensitive so dun everytime say things to make mi jealous!!

I'm so tired going to slep soon le
Nites

Love you!!^.^

Hello frenz

Today is my first day of school. I wake up in the morning to get ready to school..Seriously, i dun feel like going de. But i have promise Stupid boy to go so i force myself to wake up..See i never bluff you eh. I'm so tired now. Like so long never wake up so early lor, then suddenly 6 plus have to wake up..Ya. Then carilyn mit mi at bus and go school together..School is really boring la nothing to do and all the teacher fuck up de lor..Skip lesson with hui yi they all, then wait for school end..After that went home..I now so tired going to take my nap now and thinking whether want to go school tml anot!But stupid boy ask mi to go..You hor! Everytime like that and still pinch my face:)Not everyone can pinch de hor! You should feel happy lor^.^

STUPID BOY, I never break promise hor..But is you break your promise to mi!! Let's see how you going to make mi trust you back..WTL uh:)
I tell myself this is the last time and it happen again i will really give up
No matter how i wont give anymore chances
You let mi disappointed again and again
I dun wish to be like that, you know de

I'm waiting for that day to come