What i really want?

Yesterday work with silvien darling! After work went down to party! Is awesome night! Party till end! But in between got problem all that. Same thing la! Tsk. I really very tired!I need a good sleep! I this few days keep lack of sleep. Sleep until 6 plus wake up then must wait till 1 or 2 hours later then can sleep back. Fml la! Really become panda le-.- Then stomach keep not feeling well! WTH.

I really don't know what i want! Having mood swing. Then make my boy suffer! I don't want to quarrel with you de. But your attitude. Knn. Fucked up la. Forget it! Don't want say. Sometimes i really want give up but is so hard:( Haiz!! No matter got who the one i want is only YOU! IMY:(

Who's the girl?!

Wednesday party with darling girls. Before that went to mit silvien first as she got things to tell mi. Then mit the rest at ph:) Is a blast hor! All can fishing but only for xl. Cos her bf at there. I'm so tired after club. But mi and silvien hungry so we went to eat and mit aug and ah boy! Slack around till 5plus mi and darl went off first. Home sweet home KO!

People keep on saying that you should always follow your heart. But when your heart is broken in so many pieces. Tell mi, which piece should you follow?

You're back or?

Saturday ph with darlings! Before that go eat the 7month thing with my whole family! Mi and my sister each got 1 martell back. But i never eat finish around 10 cab down to ph mit them. I seriously should stop drinking le. Everytime drink drank drunk. Went to esmond table and then Michael table. That's why will vomit like fuck la. Knn. Pui! Lucky kelvin with mi and take care of mi all the time:) After that he bring mi go eat then home sweet home KO! Tired like fuck la. I tell myself i should go home before 12 from now onwards. Can i ?Haha. Will try my best. Want to have my beauty sleep:) Keep lack of sleep. Piang eh.

You're back or just passerby? I waited for 52 days and now you suddenly came back to my life! What am i supposed to do? I thought i forget you but that day saw your text my heart beat like a fast. Seriously i damn happy. I thought i was dreaming. I jam for awhile. I really want to ask you why? But i don't have the courage to ask. I scared you leave again! But i have to prepared that you will leave again-.-

Just 3 days and you changed so much! I don't know what to say. Why you become like that? I want back the old you! But..

False hope again?

My new colour:)

This week really is a busy week. Wednesday and Thursday work with silvien darl. Well, This work still okay but is at night de so ya. Will be tired la. Overall still can:) Yesterday supposed to go town to mit darlings girls but ended up i never go. Stay at home. Till 11 plus elson come fetch mi then around 3 plus reach home! Reach home KO. Kan tired la! Today Saturday! Where should we head to? Haha.

False hope again?
I really want give up le. I'm tired! No point waiting cos is false hope. If from the start is false hope you should not say so much. I'm even willing to quit club cos of you! But you?! Trying to say so much to make mi fall into you deeper? I really too stupid to believe everything! Bo kiam eng la.

Busy day

This few days so busy! Been to hospital this few days as darling at hospital. Well, i will not say cos of what reason. Get well soon alright?:) Yesterday after hospital went town to let my fren do my hair. Quite happy with my hair now. All thanks to him:) Then adidas boy wait for mi for 1 hour. Haha. Finally pass him everything:) Accompany him to eat then home sweet home.

Not in a good mood-.-

Shall sleep early tonight!

Stomach pain!!!!!!:(

Imy

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• We may have all the things we want and need. But if we never learn to be contented. Then nothing will be and is enough.
• You deserve someone that will treat you like you deserve to be treated. Don’t waste your heart on someone that doesn’t love you.
• I started the conversation, you didn’t. I kept the conversation going, you didn’t. I wanted to text you all the time, you didn’t. I wanted you to call me, you didn’t. I put in all that effort, and you never, ever appreciated it.
• I’m not sure why my feelings for you were so strong. I’m only sure that I couldn’t deny them. Sometimes, I pretend that I told you how I felt and you said you felt the same way. The sad realization that you never will continues to break my heart.
• Maybe it would hurt lesser or not at all, if I didn’t care.

I'm sick-.-

Tuesday mummy bring mi go see doctor! I'm sick and i finally go see doctor eh:) I think alot of ppl will happy cos i finally want go see doctor. Wednesday stay at home whole day cos i really very xin ku. But how sick i'm i will still go club but yesterday i never go and i stay at home and rest:) Nice one! Good girl(Y) Today went to mit b then go ikea with his mummy and brother. Walk around then back to his house. But i still not feeling quite well. I having a headache:(

Just take my medicine! Going my lalaland soon:)

Night ppl!♥

How i wish..

我不走开等你随时再回来

I see you all over mi!

Friday!
Mit darling to buy present for A. At last i buy till something for him. But until now i still haven give him:( Then darling go bq to take her pay and i went vivo to mit kelvin. Watch"Salt"! 4/5. The show quite nice. After our movie went ph. As xl darling at there. Then went there to accompany her. Home around 3 plus. Tired lor. Then KO!

Saturday!
Mit xl darling go vivo for our dinner then ph! I know alot of ppl will say we hardcore clubber. But this week got alot of ppl birthday. So no choice. Mi and darling drink drank drunk! But i left ph early. Well. i seriously lucky to have my darling. Both of us always share our problem together and no matter what happen we will still be the same. Love her ttm!!:)

Sunday!
Stay at home whole day. As i very tired for the few days of clubbing. Really is old le. But kelvin say want go out to watch movie. So mit him at vivo again! To watch "The last airbender"! 3/5. The show not nice. Quite boring la! I keep want fall asleep man. Then headed back to his house. Talk to his mother and so. She still fetch mi back. So good lor:) I really really tired until don't know how to say. Today stay at home and rest! 7month is here. I should stop clubbing for 1 month? I guess so:)

If you really care about mi but why you still want like that? No matter what i will still want you! But no point i waiting for you here but yet you don't even want it! Right?

IMY!!

I just need you

This all is at china!

I miss the mango:(

As i say will upload more photo!

Yesterday as usual ph! Problem again! Sieh sian. 2 plus got problem then after that jiu home sweet home. Tired man. Also nothing much to say.

Something is better not to know anything. Can't see can't heard is the best!

Don't make someone to fall for you, if you have no intention of loving them!

I miss you!

Make up your mind!

Just now went town to mit monster to watch"Ong Bak3"! Not really nice la. Watch finish ah bes send mi home! Like weird la! Lol. Reach home so hungry so order mac. Eat with mummy and now the both of us is so full la! Can't sleep sia. Omg!! How? Sieh xin ku sia!!

What's the meaning when someone say that he want see you on his birthday?

It mean nothing izzit? I maybe think too much le:(

I don't mind waiting but izzit worth waiting? You never say anything how you want mi to know? Shag!!

What hurts the most, is that you weren’t supposed to hurt me, and you hurt me more than anybody else. Yeah, that fucking hurts.♥

This all is at hong kong!

Shall upload more tml:)

Letting go

Yesterday ph with all the darlings and is a blast can! Enjoyed ourselves ttm! Party till 5 plus and went home. Jovin come back with mi as she want lent my clothes . So we reach awhile start to rain heavily. We're dam lucky la. Lol. After 6 she go and is time for mi to lalaland! Is damn tired de-.- When i'm out i won't think so much. But when i alone i will think alot! I really miss you. If i don't i won't msg you. But you?! Letting go...

I hope nothing happen to you A!
I until now still don't know what you want?:(

I gonna hack care everything!

I don't want think so much. Is making mi crazy only.

You'll never find the right person if you don’t let go of the wrong one♥