????????

Where did you go? I don't like the feeling when i can't find you! You can just missing like that and let everyone can't find you. What really happened to you? My mind is blank i don't know where to find you! Tell mi what to do? You just leave mi like that and you don't even bother to tell mi. You're still lying to mi!! Why? How you be so heartless? You make mi so worried for you!! Why you're like that? I don't know what i'm thinking now! Just BLANK!!

Suddenly missing! Sigh

Tell mi how?
Tell mi why?

Is never too late

Today not really in a good mood so nothing much to blog. So will not say much. Went to school today around 10 plus walk out of school. Went to eat breakfast then went home. So tired! I'm going to sleep now. Is sleeping time!!

Quiz

How will your life turn out?

The Best Life Plan!
Your Happily Married,
You Have 2 Kids And Another On The Way,
Your Famous Which As You Would Guess Pays Good Money For Your Family,
Your Family & Friends Are Always There For Support,
You Die At 93, Old Age.

How will your life turn out like?

Very Good Life Plan!You will loose your virginity at the age of 16, have 3 kids, one at the age of 19. It's a baby girl, another at the age of 24. It's a baby girl and the last one at the age o...f 26 and it's a baby boy. You will get married at the age of 23 to a really clever && hot guy, then you will live together until you die of old age at the age of 86.

Heartbreak

Now left with nothing. Everything is gone. Things turn out to be so bad. Why? Break my heart this time. You know you say all that to mi how sad anot? You don't know! Happily just say out all the things. The feeling is so hurt, sad disappointed!! I don't like to have this kind of feeling. Everything had changed alot. Maybe you can't feel that but i can feel. I'm trying but it don't seems to work. Trying hard for everything but is never enough. Don't say you love mi! All is just lies! I don't know what i still can do now. Who can tell mi? I try to tell you what i think i want. Everything to mi is NO and NO!! I don't believe at all. Your heart no longer is there. Don't know what to say. USELESS!! Don't give mi false hope when i think we can. Don't think i feel good about now and happy.

Tears drop.

你是好人 也是个坏人

对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任 所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

Brother in law birthday

HAPPY BIRHDAY TO YOU!!

Yesterday plan to go power house but end up went to party world to celebrated my brother in law birthday. Cos he celebrating his birthday at there. I wanted to go there after celebrated my brother in law birthday. But end up never go. Cos of you uh! Stay at there quite bored but quite fun. Keep forcing the birthday boy drink end up everyone also must drink. Wth. Want to make him drunk like hell but he ke siao eh. Tsktsk. Yesterday drink drank but not really drunk. 2 days also drink. TIRED!! Home sweet home after that.

Photo will upload once i take from my sis!

Anyway just happy and thanks for sending mi home!!:)

Power house

So yesterday went to power house with my 2 sis. The 3 of us again!! Yesterday we all really very drunk! What i know is i just want to faster go home and do my thing and jump to bed and sleep. Vomit and having headache. Today wake up my head fucking pain and keep vomit. I feel so hard la. Until now i can't eat anything. Eat already vomit out. Wth. Next time i won't drink so much le. Stomach now so weird. Tsktsk.

Today maybe going again cos my brother in law celebrating his birthday at there.

Cannot drink so much le. My mummy scold liao:)

Drink drank drunk!!

Yeah

Is friday again!! Yeah! Party time!! Today went to school everything is the same. Just that something happen. Blah blah.. Not my problem. Someone "darling" problem! *Laugh* Nothing much to say. So tired eh. Going to take a nap.. Hope d* faster recover!! Ya.

Tonight power house??

Or tml??

I love you but i just let you go like that

How stupid i'm

Do you know everything i say is all about you?

All is about you and you!!

You're happy right now

Yesterday went geylang with my mummy, sis and brother in law. They go there to pray and ask "ah bei"! I scared to go there cos once i very naughty my mummy bring mi go there and just that time i don't really dare to go again. They so fierce la!! After they have ask finish my brother in law send us home:)

Went to school today. Not many people in school so went out with pei qi and zhesan cos they let kah leong alone at queensway. So faster rush down to find him. Then have our breakfast. After that went back to school again. I know is like very stupid! That time still raining somemore go home sleep so nice la. But i never, i went back to school:) Good girl right? *Laugh*
Then after school have lunch with stupid idiot! Ya. He is a asshole man. After that went home. So tired now la. Going to take a nap!!~.~

Inside my heart i'm sad do you know?
Where have you been to?
I miss you!

Waiting

Thinking of our past will make mi smile
When looking at you from far i will be happy
You can't stay by my side but when i need you will be there is enough
You're so near from mi but yet i feel so far
Why everything must turn to be like that?
I regret that. I'm so pain!!

I hope, I wish, I want..

You and you

Today went to school. Before went to school mit d* then go school. School as usual nothing much. Only study for ebs and math! Just worry for this 2 subject. Other than that all the lesson is do nothing. Something happened i don't wish to say here. Only you know i know. Pei qi and hui yi uh! After school take cab home cos i need to pee. Hold it for very long le:) Cannot take it. Laugh!!

I hope everything faster over . I dont wish to be like that anymore. Tired and tired. Not worth it at all! I hate you man!!

Going to take a nap now!!

Miting my sis later...

Bye my love

If you love someone set it free

Will come back to you mean yours

But if never come back it will be gone

Regret regret!!

Yesterday never go anywhere. Planing with my 2 sis to go power house but end up the 3 of us never go. Because don't know will be fun anot and also very late le. So stay at home and online. Chat chit! Funny lor. Then today mummy and dad went to sis house to play majong and i'm at home alone! So boring. Tsktsk. Wait for them to come home and bring mi go eat:) Tml don't know want go school anot? Hmmm. Headache!!

Since everything already like that then let it be ba! Why got so many problem? I really don't know what happened lor. I so tired of it. Enough of the nonsense!! Seriously. Just want to be alone. Just find that why everything also must i say? You can't say? Don't know what you thinking. Keep say other peoples for what? You should know yourself. I no need to say much! Is you ask mi to say out the things i don't like and i don't want to say. Everything is too late now!! Can't change anymore!! Go think about it!

Lover to friend

I want something but is gone!!

Power house photos

All the photo finally take from my sis le!

This is overdue photo

Power house!

Alright end here!

Goodnight people:)

I enjoyed myself

Friday

Went to mit my sis at plaza to get something after that we start to talk about clubbing. Then we decided to go out without any guys. The 3 of us only. We had alot of fun. We enjoyed ourselves and we have lots of fun man!! We drink drank drunk. The 3 of us get hangover! Since so long the 3 of us never together go out to have fun. Well, we will go again and only the 3 of us. Alright?:)

Photo will upload soon:)

Saturday

Mit d* and went to watch moive. The show "GAMER"! I don't really like to watch this kind of show. But still watch with him because he want to watch! Stupid:) After our movie went to holland to mit pei qi awhile then to bukit panjang to take things then home sweet home:)

Thanks D* for your flowers and give mi a surprised:)

Love you!

Is just a matter of time

Love is hurt

Is raining now. Suddenly let mi think of you. Everything we had do before. Although is short but we enjoy it. Happy or sad you're always there to cheer mi up. But now maybe not the same anymore. I wish, i wish.. Haiz.

I want you to love me ♥

Love is around but you miss it forever is gone.

你給的痛有多難受 你真的不懂!!

Apple is sick:(

I wont let go

Today was not a good day for mi. But having fun at school today! Boring and tiring! Lazy to say so much. Blah blah blah! After school mit d* for lunch then home sweet home. Yesterday didnt went to school. Then at evening mit d* and go vivo. Having fun with him:) After that went home. Tired tired!!
Having headache, flu and sore throat. Sigh. So xin ku!! Going to sick again le:(

I going to sleep now~.~

Love you and miss you!

Why you're not with mi when i need you the most

I can't let you go just like that

I need you to stay with mi whenever i'm need you

Can you??

Tears drop

I feel so empty inside i don't know why too
I need you there to be with me
But you're no longer there
I try to reach you but i can't
You're so far from mi and you're gone
I need you badly!

I hate it

Today the weather is so hot! Cant stand the weather! Morning have breakfast with pei qi, zhesan, kah leong and alex. After that went to school take our paper. Finish paper mit d* to have our lunch. Don't know why suddenly my heart so pain don't know to say just can't take it lor! Then d* went to buy cookies for mi and then send mi home. Love you!

Naughty kids come my house again. My house is going to be nosiy :( Tsktsk.

I suddenly miss you alot!:(

I don't know why too.

Where did you go? Sigh

You will always in my heart no matter what

Why all good things come to the end?

Today didnt went to school. Tml having exam again. After tml paper have to wait till next month then have paper again. Must study hard for the rest of the paper man! I'm so tired my eyes seriously very jialat lor. Panda eyes. Tsk. Lucky mummy buy for mi the cream can use for my eyes. If not die so ugly!

Just realised that my legs give people step at power house until got blood. Stupid lor. Bloody hell. Kns!

Why do all good things come to the end. I wonder why things are not in the way like what i want. I'm free now. But am i happy with now? I can serious do whatever what i want? Is there someone will alway stay by my side? Or i can no need anyone of them? Sigh. I don't know what happen to mi.

I love you but is just the matter of time

Power house with cousin and sisters

Yesterday went power house with my cousin and sisters! I think everyone enjoyed. Yeah! Then first saw gen with her fren after that saw jun ming and co. Then esther also came with her fren. Yesterday so happening uh. Many people at there! But around 2 plus my cousin went off first because they still got something on. Mi and my sis went home sweet home around 3 plus. We're so tired man!! Plan to go eat after that but my er jie don't want so all went home. I enjoy myself yesterday:) Let'e party again alright? :)

Today i'm still so tired. I think i not enough sleep. Tonight i gonna sleep early! To have my beauty SLEEP! Just come back from dinner with my parents and sis. Alright i stop here:)

We used to be lover but now we're stranger!

My precious

Is raining again. I don't know why i so early wake up. I'm just so tired! But i think i going back to sleep again! The weather is so good! Love it man:) To get enough rest cos later i will be going out. Tml is sat and all my cousin and sis will be miting to go clubbing! Party like a rock star!! Alright?

Go to sleep le. So cooling now. Byes..

My precious baby:) So cute!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Today went shopping with my sis they all. OMG! Is very tiring. Bring all the naughty kids out run here and there so naughty!! First time go shopping go till so tired. Haha. But still got buy till our thing. Ya. Went to 1 black restaurant to eat. There cannot go de. Their things sucks man and of cos the price is also very nice! Then when going home that time went to buy mummy cake. Then home sweet home to celebrate with mummy:)

While waiting for my sis to come fetch mi start to cam whor:)



This 2 naughty kids!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!!

Mummy with all the naughty kids^.^ and dad:) and her 3 daughter!

Mi, da jie, er jie

Alright going to sleep now! Goodnight. Love you!

Leave mi alone

Today have 2 paper. The first paper is not really hard. But i fall asleep while i doing. Damn tired la. Then after that have second paper after my paper mit d*. Then home sweet home. Seriously so tired. Reach home bath the sleep all the way. Should mit my sis they all for shopping to buy mummy present but never go in the end. Tml is my MUMMY birthday. Haha. Love her man!! Thinking what to buy!! Bring her go where?*.*


I don't know why keep giving you attitude. I really not in a good mood! I try not to give you attitude but i just don't know why too. Is not your fault. No need to say sorry. Is my fault. I really need to cool down. Maybe don't contact mi for few days? I don't know what happen to mi! Just fucking irritating!! I hate myself man! Leave mi alone! I will be fine after sometimes. I just want to be alone! I'm sorry! Sigh.

Where are the trust???
I don't mean to hurt you
I don't want to give you attitude
But i don't know why also

Anyway thanks for your understanding!!

Everything had changed

Today only have 1 paper so after that didnt go anywhere. Home sweet home! Just now take a nap but i'm still so tired! Sleep so much but still tired. Having headache and flu. So irritating la! Don't like it! Tml having 2 paper. Sian. Today st.james got event. Not going! Good right? :)

Everything had change and don't bluff yourself can? No longer like how we use to be! So many things happened confirm have change a bit. I know you're trying your best. I try too! But it seems don't work out! What we still can do? I know you're tired just that you never say out. I'm tired too! Sigh. You have done enough for mi. I know it. But why everytime must wait till you lose it then realised? Don't you think is too late? Why everyday we must like that? Is just making things worst! How i wish everything is like the past! But past already is past. Now then is what we'r! I really don't want to be like that!!:(

Is just the matter of time!! I'm seriously scared!

I love you!!

Was not a happy day

Yesterday was so tired sleep till i lazy to wake up to have my dinner. Due to my grandfather wake i never have enough sleep. Finally can get my beauty sleep le:) Yesterday d* buy yoghurt and cookies for mi. But that time was quarreling with him i was fucking angry and i told him i don't want but he still bought for mi and put outside my house. Seriously thanks for everything you had done for mi! So sweet right? Then after that when to pass him his glasses and talk. Everything is fine! Can you have more trust?

Today my N level exam start. The paper is okay. Tml i having English paper. Wish mi good luck:) Today keep eating i think going to fat le. Eat breakfast with pei qi, alex, zhesan, kah leong, hui yi and his bf. Haha. After that eat lunch with them again but the couple not with us. After my paper 2 mit d* and talk a lot. But the ending is still the same! Sigh. Why everything must listen or tell them? Can't you ask mi? This is the ending i told you before. Is this what you wan? I really wish everything you can tell mi not keep to yourself. Don't wan say anymore!

I'm so tired. Go take a nap le!:(

No longer mine!! Gone forever!

Will i come back to you is just a matter of time

Last day

I don't know why i can't get to sleep now and tml i have to wake up at 7 plus . Tml is the last day and everything is over! Sigh. The time pass very fast and tml is the last day. Everyone ton at song ka. Play mj and talking to pass the time. I'm fucking tired now!! I seriously have to get to sleep now if not my panda eyes will come out le! Shake head!! Anyway, yesterday something happened. Me and d* quarrel till very jialat. But in the end still okay le.

I can't take it anymore the ending will be like that. Everyone has their limit and you gone too far. This time i don't know what to do. Go think about it ba. What i say is right anot!
Don't everytime wait till you lose it then regret. Is too late! Pls treasure when is still will you. Gone is not going to be yours again!

Alright. Goodnight. I love you!

Day 3

So tired this few days really have not enough sleep! How i wish i can sleep till i happy. Nothing much to say just feel like blogging. As usual go my grandfather wake. Stay at there till late. Then went home bath and sleep. My frenz also come down. Thanks to all who come down:) Later maybe still got my frenz coming down. My stupid mouth still so pain! Haiz.

I hate but i love too. I don't know what is the feeling.

Tired tired tired tired tired tired!!!!

I miss and love!!

Day 2

Today morning i wake up fucking early is like 5 plus? Then went to have breakfast with b.f. After that went to school but seriously nothing to do. When having math lesson teacher give us mock exam. I don't really know how to do. But i try to do. Don't know i just leave blank. Tsktsk. Die liao lor. Other than that school really nothing much to do. Tml i decided not to go to school. I ownself study is better:) After school mit D* to have lunch then helped my sis to buy "happy meals". Went home after that.

Went back home wanted to sleep but just can't sleep. I seriously damn TIRED!! Somemore now my mouth so pain!! My mummy say must drink lots of water and this is what d* say to mi too! Very pain eh:( Today is the second day grandfather left us! Later need to go down again. I'm going to take a nap before going down. SUPER TIRED!!

Bye! Love you!!

Someone have leave us

Today didnt went to school. I should go to school because my N level is next week! But yesterday my grandfather have passed away at hospital and my sisters and i rush down to see my grandfather the last time. Sad case. We reached less than 10 min he pass away. Don't know how to say the feeling but just sad that he really gone in this world! So today have to do all the thing and his song ka is at my house downstair. For 5 days. Tml i will be going to school due to my N level. Will be busy for this few days!

Alright. Going to take a rest now!!

I miss you alots!!

Tsktsk.

Yoghurt!!:)

Yesterday didnt went to "PLAY" club. So good right? Yesterday went to mit pei qi to see her baby! Haha. Then slack awhile after that go plaza to eat then home sweet home! Plan to watch movie but already no show le. Then d* is so good that he buy yoghurt to give mi eat. Loves!! He know i like to yoghurt so he buy all kinds of yogurt give mi eat. Sweet right? Thanks for everything you do!!

Today went to my da jie house to bring all the kids then to plaza to mit my er jie .Then walk around then have dinner then home sweet home!! Wanna go hospital to see my grandfather de but my mummy ask not to go. So we never go. Then both my sis come my house to chit chat:)

So tired!! Going to sleep soon!

Goodnight! I love you!