Happy New year:)

Today New Year eve! Got any plan??:) I'm not working today. Sad to say i'm going operation again:( Don't know when then can go back work. Hopefully this operation is gonna be the last time! Hate the feeling when i know i going operation. Fml seriously. Left 3 more days. If i can drag i aslo want to but can't. Haiz. Don't say anymore! Today ppl enjoy yourself:) A new start for mi hopefully will be better. Of cos to all of you:) Yeah! Recently watch to many show. All also quite nice.

Happy New Year to all of you!

Enjoy!! ♥

Merry Christmas!!

Well, as i say i today will upload some photo. But hopefully it won't so slow uh:) Just now went town to mit jiaxin for shopping!! Both of us never get anything for ourselves only some interior things:) Went to 1 restaurant thought of eating something nice but most of the food there is beef! Is like wtf la. Cos we both never eat beef de. So order something weird too. Anyway is not nice. Shop around but town so many ppl can't even really shop. So went home after that. I'm tired!!! Tml working:( Will sleep early tonight:) Beauty sleep!! I don't know what's wrong with my stomach. I think got a big problem. Haiz.

This cable car nice right! If can sit on it...

Anyway thanks for all the present!! I like it:) Appreciate it^^

Best Christmas I ever had!

Yesterday celebrated Christmas eve at mount faber! The best I ever had! Enjoyed myself. Have cable car dinner the first time. See firework!! Whoop. Still got see the snow. Is like finally I do all the things I wanna do. Alright. I shall blog tml with some photo:) now having family gathering! Enjoy ppl!! My stomach pain:( sigh!

I'm the one changing

Friday after work went to have dinner with my colleague. Went to citylink to have new york. The food there alright. All of us can't finish our food. Lol. Chit chat and they really make mi laugh till my stomach pain la. I have so funny and nonsense colleague. But they're serious in work de. After our dinner we went to watch"Tron"! This movie is so damn long. But overall the show is nice. Finish our movie went to slack around then went home. Tired ttm!!
Saturday early in the morning went to make my leg. That day sprain until my leg. So pain la. When the person do. Scream like hell and the person and mummy keep laugh. No joke okay. Is pain de. But i still went town with my fren. Went to look for Christmas present for my sis. Walk around and the ppl keep seeing my leg. Is quite funny. Even my fren keep laugh-.- So bad right! Then no place to go went to watch movie again. This time round watch "Narnia" ! Nice show!! 5/5. Ppl should go watch it! After my show i really bth. Went home to have my beauty sleep!
Today book appointment for nail with mummy and sis. So wake up quite early too. But just now taken my nap! Still tired:( Today wanna sleep early! Tml working again. Then here come Christmas!! Thinking how am i going to celebrate my Christmas this year:) Any Christams present? Haha.

I'm the one who changing!

I no longer think of the plan anymore.

I really have no time for everything.

Happy for mi!

Today my boss so good. She say Christmas coming ask we want take our pay first anot. Mi and my fren never even think we say want! LOL. Can go shopping again:) Whoop. So happy la. I also want save money. Cannot keep anyhow spend le. Gonna buy Christmas tree and Christmas present! Seriously can't wait man. Looking forward about it:) Tml is wednesday liao. Time seems to pass very fast! I like! I think i'm crazy. Don't know why so happy. I must chill abit uh. Lucky my parents not at home if not they confirm say i crazy. But happy better than sad. So why not be HAPPY!! Right? Okay. I think i have to stop my nonsense liao. I going to watch my show. Shall update again^^

Bye peoples!

Not even once anymore!

Yesterday went bugis to shop! Mi and bi buy lot of things. So long never shop so buy clothes and etc. Happygirl.com:) After shopping is already 10 plus le. Thinking where to go but no place to go. So went home and bi went Malaysia with his fren. Ass la. If he tell mi early i will go ph. Selfish guy!! Tml working again. 1 week just pass. It seems so fast uh.

Christmas is coming! I want my Christmas present:)

Any kind soul wanna buy mi present? LOL.

I'm so tired! Wanna take a nap-.-

Haven been watching my show. Finally finish! Nice show man.

So romantic la

Here comes the weekend!

Finally is weekend le! Whoop. Later will be going shopping! But raining. Rain pls stop la. Come again another day uh:) I wanna buy alot of things lei. I gonna enjoy my weekend. Ppl enjoy your weekend too^^ Alright. Yesterday went to watch movie with bi "let mi in"! The moive is not scary but turn out to be funny lor. Overall still okay la. I gonna prepare now. The rain is not so heavy.

Shall update with more things:)

Control!

No time to blog at all. Everyday go home so tired. Lazy to touch my lappy. Yesterday bi bring mi go see doctor. I'm sick! Fml! My throat so pain and flu. Headache is back too:( Hate it lor. Take my medicine very sleepy but force myself not to sleep cos. I want watch my show:) I know i abit slow la. Ppl might watch finish the show le but i now then watch. LOL. But boys over flower really nice.(Y) Keep watch until don't want sleep lor. Yeah. Tml thursday le. Gonna mit my girls out. Happy sia. I'm looking forward to weekend:)

I gonna sleep soon:)

But i think i watch my show first.

Night ppl:)

Everything my fault then!

Seriously fucking dulan with it! Everything seems to be my fault. If is my fault then? Take it or leave it. I don't understand what the hell you thinking. You can go out enjoy yourself but mi? I can't have my freedom. You're just being too selfish. Since like that there's nothing much we can say. I told you from the start you have change but not to better but worst. What's more can i say? Unreasonable guy no1! I'm tired of this shit. What did i do to take this kind of shit?! I shall return all back to you! If you were to put yourself in my shoes you will understand how i feel. But i doubt so. You will understand. If i were the one who enjoying myself at outside what you wan mi to do or so ever. I will of cos say okay. You're just trying to find excuse. Care? Care lan. If care things won't turn out to be like that. Forget it!

Finally i can upload my photo! Ohmy.

Tml working again-.-

I can feel that i gonna sick. Sigh.

Work work work

I gonna upload photo now since i so free:) Today sat but i not working. Happy but don't know where to go later. Boring la. I got lot of things wanna do lei. I wanna go shopping too. But most important i wan do is my heater! Have been raining and i bath with cold water really wan jump when bathing. The water like ice la-.- Bth. I feel sleepy with this weather la. I think i gonna sleep awhile. Any place to go??Aiyo!! Don't know what happen to the blogger cannot upload photo. -'- Shall do tml:)

Should i make my eyebrown??

Bi is still sleeping lor. ASS!!

DECEMBER!

Hopefully Dec is a good month! Is not just say only. We have to make it happen:) Working everyday and the time pass faster. My job is very busy keep doing non stop. But better than do nothing and the time won't pass so fast. I wanna go shopping lei. I have a list of Christmas things to buy. HAHA.

My cute and pretty princess!!

Beauty sleep soon..

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much!

Not well at all.

Well, today is the second day of work. So far still okay. Very busy. Got lot of things to do. But better than nothing. Cos the time pass faster. Like this job cos the timing i like plus near my house. So no need wake up early:) But my sick not okay. I haven see doctor and my headache is back:( Somemore now the weather keep raining. Very cold! Every sickness is finding mi problem again. Sigh. Very tired. Gonna sleep soon.

Goodnights people!

I have lot of things to buy.

I hope my Christmas present is...

And hopefully Dec is a good month for everyone:)

Sick la..

Yesterday went bugis with my erjie brother in law and bi. While waiting for bi to come. Went to see my camera and saw 1 which i like. So i buy the camera. Yeah! Finally buy my camera le. But is bi buy for mi de:) Thanks bi! After that went town to look for present. So ask her to choose herself. Hope she like it uh. Walk around then they send mi home. Cos my erjie all also wan go ph. So mit them at there. Time to party! Seriously is drink drank drunk! LOL. But lucky bi also go so he send mi home. Wanted to go neverland with my sis de. But cannt already. Yesterday is not really fun. And fucking make mi have flu and sore throat now when tml i got work. Fml! Hate it when sore throat and flu!!! Bi ask mi go see doctor. Today where got dcotor let mi see-.

Photo will upload soon! I today too lazy and tired!!

Everything will be fine

Yesterday is my niece birthday. So went to eat and celebrated her birthday. Haven get her present yet. Later will be going town with bi to look for her present. Maybe my sis also. Tonight shuyu will be celebrating her birthday at ph. So was thinking should go anot. Don't have the feeling to club:) But looks like most of my gfs not going eh. How?! Later shall see how. Now still early. Monday start work le. 1 of my gf ask mi to work don't awhile jiu quit. LOL. I will try my best de:) For now i should go rest awhile before heading out:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Still got other photo at my sis there.

Is okay is alright.

Saturday went town with bi. Shopping to look for my bag. But i saw 1 is too big. So never buy. Fuck lor. When then can get my bag?! After that accompany bi go his fren de chalet. Wanted to go ph de. But bi keep say can then later cannot. End up went plaza watch movie-.- Watch the "Red"! Nice show. Ppl should go watch it! This few days bi have been coming to find mi. I think i start work will have less time le. Monday start work. The timing just nice and is near my house. Shiok:) Saturday i gonna party!! Cos is also 1 of my gf birthday.

I wanna reborn but the stupid auntie don't let. Say my hair until very jialat. Nb lor.

You're not that perfect

But this is not the main problem.

Pls be good!

Yesterday went vivo with my both sis and mummy. Shop till halfway my stomach pain. But i never care so much cos busy shopping for clothes. Then i really can tahan mummy say go home first. Lucky i buy till my thing. The nightmare start!! My stomach is killing mi man! Last night i can't even sleep well. I wake up at 5 plus with a bad pain. Fuck it! I pain till vomit and can't get back to sleep. Mummy wake up too and take medicine for mi. So morning she bring mi to see doctor and the doctor give mi a injection. Fml. Still got medicine but the pain just won't go away! Till now i still feel the pain. So mean the injection and the medicine won't work at all right?:( But i don't care. Later going town with bi!:) SHOPPING!! Hope the pain will go away. Be good.

Sorry that I loved you

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love， for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right （tonight）
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you （I was falling in love）
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you...

Let it be the last time!

Wednesday town with bi. Finally shopping! But only buy fp same with bi de. Went to Lv but don't have the bag i want. So will be going to gucci to see. Er jie that day also with us shop but seems like nothing we can buy de. After that went home to change heels and off to mit silvien to work. The place we went to is not a nice place. Suck man! End work accompany her to eat and i head home while she go ph. Like a tempt but i never go. Good right?:) Yesterday family gathering again! I like it. All of us chit chat till late. Have more gathering again:)

Friday but where to go? Ah bi working till 6-.-

See this 2 like gay only. LOL

I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you

Sorry that i needed you

Sorry that i held you tight

Back to normal

Everything back to normal. I'm fine now but stomach pain!!:( Fml. But qiute happy cos i can get to club and everything. Let's party again:) Yeah. Mummy early in the morning cook for mi to eat. So good right. Aww. Sweet mummy. Don't know what to blog. Cos everyday at home. But soon i will be back with for more things to blog.

Well, i don't understand what's wrong with going clubbing lor.

Don't understand at all!!! Fuck it. Selfish guys!!

He tells me he cares, he tells me he loves me

But in the end he shows me he's lying.

I'm sorry!

I finally upload the photos but still got some i have take. Will upload again. Having headache now:( Don't like the feeling! Well, can say i don't like the feeling now and so on. Hope the time can faster pass. I want go back to the past. I hate it ttm! Make it fast for everything now. PLS!

To my love. Is not i don't want. How i wish i could keep you by my side but i left with no choice. Is my fault for going through so many things. I make you suffer with mi. If i can turn back the time i won't make you suffer with mi and i can have you. But now everything is too late. I'm sorry!

Thing will never be the same!

Not important anymore

1 more day! I should be happy but i don't seems to. Don't know why also. No need to feel xin ku all that le. But seriously i don't mind but no choice it can't be done. Shall not think too much. Everything is normal and i hope November pls be a good month and pass faster. My hand is recovering soon but still pain at times. Well, I think i gonna party real soon. Since so long i party. All my gfs is asking when will i be joining them. Soon alright:) Wait for mi! Oh ya. I gonna slim down man. I think i'm getting fatter. But is all the while i'm thinking that la. Got lot of things i wanna do. I also have photos to upload but is at bi there. So have to take from him. Lazy!!-.-

Why did you come back? So i thought you will never be back and i move on. I try ways to forget you and start anew. Yet at this time you come back to mi! Now what you want mi to do? I can't be cos of you give up everything again! Cos of you i give up too much in the past. When i needed you the most you at where? I told myself i won't be so stupid again.
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身.

I thought we're over

Yesterday went to watch movie with bi! Watch the "Unstoppable"! This show starting very boring but slowly the show quite interesting. After movie bi send mi home then he watch mi sleep then he go. So sweet right? Just now mummy accompany mi go see doctor. The doctor wanted to take my blood and do a test but mummy say other day then do. I think i take the blood test will faint. I having low blood that's why will make mi feel giddy at all times. Sigh! Have to take medicine everyday:( Hate it.

Gonna take medicine and sleep early!

I never thought you will call mi

and i'm quite surprised.

Think tonight will be a good night.

Cos of you!!

If there's only one

I think my lappy is going to dead already. Now seldom use my lappy. All the time i'm using my phone to online or whatever. But now i'm using my lappy to blog as i have too much to blog. Now at least i can use my right hand to type or so on. Trying to move around. 3 weeks later have to go back hospital to check again. Everything now seems to be okay. Cos i already used to it:) But just abit bored cos keep stay at home. Tml is be birthday. I don't know what do give-.- Thinking....

Yesterday the whole day i fucking xin ku. Keep very giddy and wanted to vomit. I swear i hate this fucking feeling man. FML. My er jie is good enough to buy breakfast for mi as she know i'm giddy:)

Be know i like eat cheese cake and he buy different cakes give mi eat. Omg. I gonna be fat man! But i gonna buy shoes go running with both my sisters. Slim down time!!

Later might be miting my gfs at town. Can go shopping liao:) Yeah!

Guys are all the same

I going crazy soon! Staying at home really bored. Nothing to do. How I wish I can faster recover and back to my life! Have not been clubbing for 1 or 2 months plus. How did I do it?! Cos of my stupid hand and my body. I miss the nightlife. Seriously thinking should I go back to the nightlife or continue the way I'm now. But really bored. Well, I also can't sleep well and not enough sleep. I don't know why even I sleep early things still the same. What's wrong with my body?!! Hate it when I can't sleep well. Panda eyes still. Sibei jialat!!:( I should get some sleeping pills for myself to have good sleep.

I have a qus in my mind!
Why guys are always so selfish?!
They only think for themselves they can enjoy and play.
But when is ours turn they will stop the worst start to quarrel!
We let them do what they want but they can't let us do what we want!
Fuck guys life right?!

Oh well i miss all my darling girls. We shall MIT up soon! Okay?:)
Shall hug my baby and try to sleep. Headache pls be good.

The lies hurt

Yesterday went to watch paranormal activity2 with be! The show so scary i kena sacred don't know how many times-.- Overall is not bad. Worth watching. After movie call mummy ask her sleep already anot. Haha. Ask her wait for mi. I know i'm scary cat la. Then stupid bi keep scared mi while watching-'- Today my both sister and their husband going watch. Their turn to kena scare liao:)
Well. My hand is recovering soon. Now at least can move abit but still not all. Keep staying at home if not go near place. When then can go out?!:(

My small princess!

Love STJX!

I hate myself!

This few days keep going vivo! Go till want vomit. Can't I go other place? Keep going near place:( tml have appointment again! Sieh sian don't know when then can no need go. My mood have been so worst nowadays! I can't control my temper. Can cry or laugh! What's wrong with mi?!! My mood swing can very fast. Seriously I hate myself the way I'm now! Can't I get it over?! I'm suffering here. Headache keep find mi. Stomach pain headache hand pain! What's next?! I can't take it anymore. I will go crazy anytime! Fml!!

I shall force myself go sleep now!!

I don't bear but..

Sometimes we can't make up our mind. This time round i don't even know how to handle it. Making mi so stress. Trying to think of a way. But i scare it will not gonna be healthy. I'm scared! If i never operation i think it will be fine. Hopefully it will but i want it to be as what i want. Really fucking stress. Just fml!! I still can't accept it. Don't know why too. Am i going to handle everything well? Am i going to get along well with her? Got alot of how and why! Who going to ans all my qus?! Fuck it.

You're mine!

Lazy to open my lappy to blog all that so I using my phone to blog! This few days same never go out. Go out also near de. Be Friday bring mi go watch movie. Watch "The other guy"! This show is damn funny but while watching my hand damn pain so I can't really watch it. After that home sweet home. Really bth. Tml have to go hospital again to take out the stupid thing-.- Oh ya. Erjie just came back from bkk. She buy for mi for my iPhone. So nice. Like it so much. Thanks:)

Shall go sleep now.
Goodnight!
Hope bi can be more understand!
But he's too good for mi.
After my operation he have been taking all my nonsense!
Love you bby:)

No more tears

Today went to take out my hand the thing. Is like finally. But is damn PAIN! Until now I still feel the pain. Fml! Monday have to go back again. After that went to dye my hair. Quite happy with it. Oh well. I have been thinking I go for this operation is right or wrong. If I knew would be like that I rather don't go. I don't know why my tears won't stop dropping. Maybe cos of my bloody hell hand!! Seriously just fuck it! I don't know is wrong with mi or whoever. Forget about it! My hand hurts alot. I shall stop here!

Regret everything!

Left hand

Tml have to go hospital again. Hopefully i can take out the stupid thing. Everyone say look like pig hand lor-.- Well, been staying at home and is really bored. Nothing i can do. With 1 hand really is fml! The pain also power. Keep on and off. But i will bear with it. After i take out got lot of things to do. I gonna dye my hair man. Do my nail and shopping!! And i gonna party:) Look like i just give birth uh. But no:)

Shall stop here. Going have pms soon! :( Hate it!!

Is over!

Finally my operation is over. I swear is a nightmare to mi. Have to stay in the hospital for 1 day. Really suck ttm! Vomiting non-stop feel so xin ku. Hate it la. Injection and so really pain. If i know will be like this i won't go for it. Seriously i really not used to it. Can't do things. Even i bath everything i have to ask my mummy help mi do. My mummy is good and nice as she take care of mi and everything. Help mi with all the things. Appreciate it! Love:) My er jie also keep come visit mi. Surprise my da jie went to visit mi at hospital. Oh well, Thanks to everyone:) Now i can't really type as i using 1 hand only:( Fml. Be. Have been so good to mi. Accompany mi all the way. Love!!!

Well, shall stop here as my hand pain like @%#$%@#$%

I'm not fine at all.

Well, Is 12 now but i can't get to sleep and i can't eat or drink now. Tml is my operation le! But i'm quite scared although is a small operation. I don't think i can get to sleep-.- Even i know i'm tired. Just now be came and he buy cheese cake and sushi for mi. Finally get to eat this all. Thanks be! Mummy and dad also ask mi to eat all I want. Seriously love them all:)

Headache pls be good! Don't pain anymore:(

I hate to pretend that i'm fine!

Tml is the day!

I only upload some others at fb:)

This past 2 days have been watching movie! Lol. Watch the" Detective Dee"! I thought is not a nice show but end up is a nice show man! Ppl haven watch should go watch it. After movie went geylang 126 to eat then home sweet home. Yesterday watch the"Devil"! 3/5. Not really nice. The whole story is keep at lift de. Wth. Have been meeting jielin and esmond, yesterday kenny join us too. Be is so good know i going operation and what i want to eat he will sure buy give mi or bring mi to eat. Nice bf i have uh:) I tell my parents and so ever i don't want go for operation but they ask mi to go:( I know maybe is not serious but somehow i still will scared de. Tml is the day! Omg. Oh well. Fml. Headache never leave mi at all. This days i have been suffering from the pain. What to do? Nothing can stop it! At night also keep having nightmare!:( Can't really sleep well.

Last time i always used to listen to what you say.

Do what you ask mi to.

Quit clubbing also cos of you.

I thought i do whatever you ask mi to listen to you.

You would stay and never leave.

But i'm wrong.

You leave mi in the end.

I was hurt and sad.

Waiting and waiting for your return but you never!

I was stupid to fall for you.

But i never regret that!

Now i choose to give up cos i know you will never return!

KL TRIP!

This is the hotel we stay! The room is nice! The bed is bigger than king size.

I got lots of photo to upload but i'm lazy so others will be at fb:) Is like a finally i upload everything. I'm uploading all the photo. But my eyes can close anytime-.- Power lor. Yeterday very late then sleep today 8 plus wake up go for my appointment. Drag for so long yet i still have to go through. Friday i going operation for my hand. Can't i don't? I really scare the pain. Somemore i'm a right hand person!:( I going to take a nap now. Will upload again.