Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Back to normal

Everything back to normal. I'm fine now but stomach pain!!:( Fml. But qiute happy cos i can get to club and everything. Let's party again:) Yeah. Mummy early in the morning cook for mi to eat. So good right. Aww. Sweet mummy. Don't know what to blog. Cos everyday at home. But soon i will be back with for more things to blog.
Well, i don't understand what's wrong with going clubbing lor.
Don't understand at all!!! Fuck it. Selfish guys!!
He tells me he cares, he tells me he loves me
But in the end he shows me he's lying.

Friday, November 12, 2010

I'm sorry!







I finally upload the photos but still got some i have take. Will upload again. Having headache now:( Don't like the feeling! Well, can say i don't like the feeling now and so on. Hope the time can faster pass. I want go back to the past. I hate it ttm! Make it fast for everything now. PLS!
To my love. Is not i don't want. How i wish i could keep you by my side but i left with no choice. Is my fault for going through so many things. I make you suffer with mi. If i can turn back the time i won't make you suffer with mi and i can have you. But now everything is too late. I'm sorry!
Thing will never be the same!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Not important anymore

1 more day! I should be happy but i don't seems to. Don't know why also. No need to feel xin ku all that le. But seriously i don't mind but no choice it can't be done. Shall not think too much. Everything is normal and i hope November pls be a good month and pass faster. My hand is recovering soon but still pain at times. Well, I think i gonna party real soon. Since so long i party. All my gfs is asking when will i be joining them. Soon alright:) Wait for mi! Oh ya. I gonna slim down man. I think i'm getting fatter. But is all the while i'm thinking that la. Got lot of things i wanna do. I also have photos to upload but is at bi there. So have to take from him. Lazy!!-.-

Why did you come back? So i thought you will never be back and i move on. I try ways to forget you and start anew. Yet at this time you come back to mi! Now what you want mi to do? I can't be cos of you give up everything again! Cos of you i give up too much in the past. When i needed you the most you at where? I told myself i won't be so stupid again.
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

I thought we're over

Yesterday went to watch movie with bi! Watch the "Unstoppable"! This show starting very boring but slowly the show quite interesting. After movie bi send mi home then he watch mi sleep then he go. So sweet right? Just now mummy accompany mi go see doctor. The doctor wanted to take my blood and do a test but mummy say other day then do. I think i take the blood test will faint. I having low blood that's why will make mi feel giddy at all times. Sigh! Have to take medicine everyday:( Hate it.
Gonna take medicine and sleep early!
I never thought you will call mi
and i'm quite surprised.
Think tonight will be a good night.
Cos of you!!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

If there's only one

I think my lappy is going to dead already. Now seldom use my lappy. All the time i'm using my phone to online or whatever. But now i'm using my lappy to blog as i have too much to blog. Now at least i can use my right hand to type or so on. Trying to move around. 3 weeks later have to go back hospital to check again. Everything now seems to be okay. Cos i already used to it:) But just abit bored cos keep stay at home. Tml is be birthday. I don't know what do give-.- Thinking....
Yesterday the whole day i fucking xin ku. Keep very giddy and wanted to vomit. I swear i hate this fucking feeling man. FML. My er jie is good enough to buy breakfast for mi as she know i'm giddy:)

Be know i like eat cheese cake and he buy different cakes give mi eat. Omg. I gonna be fat man! But i gonna buy shoes go running with both my sisters. Slim down time!!
Later might be miting my gfs at town. Can go shopping liao:) Yeah!